Jaiden & Boyinaband - Empty (Official Music Video)

  • Published on Jun 8, 2018
  • Thanks to Dave for approaching me with this idea and helping me step out of my tiny little comfort zone. (lyrics in description)
    Get the song on iTunes: itunes.apple.com/us/album/empty-single/1396093848?app=music&ign-mpt=uo%3D4
    Behind the Scenes: tvclip.biz/video/xR3hrZS2c0A/video.html&ab_channel=Boyinaband
    Why I don't have a face reveal: tvclip.biz/video/VhEATqXnXCI/video.html&t=3s&ab_channel=JaidenAnimations
    Support if you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder: www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/help-support/contact-helpline
    Mirror mirror on the wall
    Tunnel vision on the flaws
    In the scale of things it’s unimportant
    So no talking but it’s still an intrusive thought
    Tried hard to correct it
    But nothing was effective
    No-one else seemed so obsessed with it, things were desperate
    Until the voice crept in
    I can help you, trust me, you’re ready
    It seemed dangerous
    But it said to have faith in it
    The secret is to just be empty
    Didn’t know if it was wise to listen
    But what could it hurt to try?
    And at first it was working
    But then things were emerging
    Cracked lips and Tired eyes
    I’m hungry with no appetite
    I’m shivering and shaking, and I tell myself it’s fine, but
    You can’t fool your body, you can only fool your mind, yuh
    I just need to be empty
    Hide from anybody who’ll prevent me
    Just fill up on water and shame
    No, I’m not hungry, I just ate
    I’ve developed a taste for this
    Endure the neverending ache
    Convince myself I’m in control and it’s not
    All that voice that makes me sick
    Inside it’s empty
    Ana- I know it’s wrong
    I’m looking but I can’t see myself
    Inside it’s empty
    Ana- I know it’s wrong
    But it’s so hard to stop it alone
    Been getting even worse
    All the days begin to merge
    Just a blurry haze and now it’s
    Almost second nature to ignore the urges
    Can’t trust my own nature
    Every calorie a failure
    Gotta push the intake down every day
    ‘Cause the voice comes back to say
    You want to eat? Bite your tongue
    Don’t want to stay an embarrassment
    just have to stomach it
    They don't know what you want
    A tug of war against common sense
    don’t wanna believe that I’ve overstepped
    But it’s so overwhelming
    And I hope no-one can tell
    ‘Cause the numbers keep decreasing
    This ordeal is becoming routine, check
    Arms back neck thighs Suck it in and Pinch my sides
    The scales are betraying me, the mirror is a lie, yeah
    It all comes down to numbers
    I know it’s wrong but
    Just because you know you’re colorblind
    doesn’t mean you can see the colors
    Fine, I admit I’m addicted
    But the hunger feels good, how do I quit this
    I know I could die, I’ve seen the statistics
    But the voice is with me through thick and thin
    I can reach out
    To someone not like me
    If you ask for help it doesn’t make you weak
    I can reach out
    ignore what the voice tells me
    I can help my mind learn to trust my body

    (dave is such a nice genuine guy i appreciate all he's done to help me. thank you dave!)
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Comments • 123 707

  • Jimmy Casket
    Jimmy Casket 16 seconds ago

    how long did this take to edit?!?!

  • TheDerp
    TheDerp Minute ago

    And boyinaband

  • TheDerp
    TheDerp 2 minutes ago

    … I like it (not the starving yourself cuz that's reminding of me) but t like it nice job Jaiden

  • MadDriver981
    MadDriver981 6 minutes ago

    Jaiden, are you still have that eating problem?

  • Mia Wood
    Mia Wood 6 minutes ago

    Honestly Jaiden kinda looks like Rebecca Black

  • Zaqeo Is Normal
    Zaqeo Is Normal 8 minutes ago

    nice song, sad meaning but catchy
    welp hope you have a good day.

  • Frosty Bean
    Frosty Bean 11 minutes ago

    This was amazing!! I’m so happy that you felt comfortable enough to do this (amazingly I might add) and then share it with us :-)

  • thegoodcoffee
    thegoodcoffee 12 minutes ago

    Im so underweight :(

  • spodermen
    spodermen 12 minutes ago

    that was seriously amazing! had goosebumps throughout. really powerful message

  • Celine Vines
    Celine Vines 20 minutes ago

    congrats on 4 million ☁️♡

  • IWantMoreAMVs
    IWantMoreAMVs 22 minutes ago

    Was this about Jaiden’s past when she kept thinking she was not good enough in one of her videos?

  • Carolia Art
    Carolia Art 27 minutes ago


  • Pets 4 Life
    Pets 4 Life 30 minutes ago

    2 be honest this is crap and I like both of them

  • yoshimi yoshikawa
    yoshimi yoshikawa 34 minutes ago

    I never seen jaden sing beautifully

  • Hector Harper
    Hector Harper 48 minutes ago

    Round of applaud for those amazing people 👍👏👏👏👏

  • Formite Madness
    Formite Madness 48 minutes ago

    why no roomie

  • h3rm35
    h3rm35 49 minutes ago

    vevo get here now

  • Arryck Lavery-Edwards
    Arryck Lavery-Edwards 53 minutes ago +1

    Ily jaiden

  • Jellybot 19
    Jellybot 19 54 minutes ago

    this was really good and all to relatable people need to talk about this more

  • Foxycat 45
    Foxycat 45 58 minutes ago

    It seems like those who almost died are the best animators...
    Example:JaidenAnimations Katzun Letmeexplainstudios

  • Bluegrowlithe
    Bluegrowlithe 58 minutes ago

    This is so good. Also its really cool that this is on your channel.

  • Rupadash A
    Rupadash A Hour ago


  • Foxycat 45
    Foxycat 45 Hour ago

    You know why jaiden sounds so real? Because the lyrics match what she actually whent throuh

  • Brooklyn Trout
    Brooklyn Trout Hour ago

    Sees my two favorite TVclip's to collage and make something beautiful, with impact, and a backround...... *cries*

  • KingMikey 10000
    KingMikey 10000 Hour ago

    Looks like hard work, nice job

  • KingMikey 10000
    KingMikey 10000 Hour ago

    Interesting song

  • Danielle Miller
    Danielle Miller Hour ago


  • Mrmcam 05
    Mrmcam 05 Hour ago

    Ick. Ha. Get it. Boyinaband’s video. Eh? No? Oh

  • plush tube HD
    plush tube HD Hour ago

    I feal luke this im starving

  • Blade Archipelago

    hey jaiden, if you dont mind, please consider making an alternative music video using your animation style. like some Lyric Video. i think that would be DOPE !

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  • Gianna Locascio
    Gianna Locascio Hour ago

    Its a really good music video. This is amazing! It shows a good a message and is quite catchy :)

  • DerpyWhale
    DerpyWhale Hour ago

    Dang the meaning of this song is deep

  • Ева Калицкая

    Джейден, это прекрасно! Смотрю все твои анимации заново. Лав тебя!❤

  • Jessicat !
    Jessicat ! Hour ago

    I don’t know why but I Keep listening to this...

  • Holi 5810
    Holi 5810 Hour ago


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  • Ale
    Ale Hour ago

    So sad.... ☹

  • lukesider
    lukesider Hour ago

    Really good song guys 😃

  • Aufinator
    Aufinator Hour ago

    Editor: so what edits and effects you want?
    Jaiden: yes

  • Watergirl1024
    Watergirl1024 Hour ago +2

    I love this video and i know this is supposed to be a touchy subject but she kinda sounds like Kesha

  • more orochi
    more orochi Hour ago

    I thought it was funny at the start and then I noticed that it was a part of her anorexia from her face reveals I feel like a piece of crap I'm sorry Jaiden :'(

    • more orochi
      more orochi Hour ago

      And Idk if I should like it or not and fun fact I'm the little kid in the pink hair

  • yue Yan
    yue Yan Hour ago +1


  • frisky_use_flirt
    frisky_use_flirt Hour ago

    I love this song

  • ModzinOfficial
    ModzinOfficial Hour ago

    Why the 10k dislikes? To the dislikers, what made you dislike?

  • can we reach 1000 subs with no videos.

    Rip x. Your my next Jaiden

  • Timothy Greenwhich

    This hurts, I hate the fact that I can understand Jaiden's pain on a personal level.
    It give me hope to see how strong Jaiden has become, to even be able to make a song about her experience.

  • dinozdiem
    dinozdiem Hour ago

    I had this to. I know what you went through and I feel horrible that you had to deal with this to. All love and hopes to you Jaiden!

  • Wendonely
    Wendonely Hour ago +2

    This made me so emotional

  • Oofdatboi Roblox
    Oofdatboi Roblox 2 hours ago

    i was cringing while watching

  • Mathias Frandsen
    Mathias Frandsen 2 hours ago

    Rappers now a days sings about sex and stuff like that, I'm getting tired of that and losing faith in rap yet you two just saved it with a song with really powerful lyrics and a meaning behind it that isn't about some girls ass... Now I like that kinds stuff you go girl!

  • Mirror 421
    Mirror 421 2 hours ago

    I got this for searching up thicc boi

  • Lizzie gamings
    Lizzie gamings 2 hours ago

    I felt like this to don’t worry

  • NoodleBro
    NoodleBro 2 hours ago

    ***w h o i s d i s l i k i n g t h i s***

  • Jin Pennly
    Jin Pennly 2 hours ago

    i actually stopped eating so much for a week and lost 5lbs. but im actually overweight so it may have been a good thing...

  • Raven is gayy
    Raven is gayy 2 hours ago

    I need more boyinaband and jaiden music. Please.

  • Angel Nadwa.k.t
    Angel Nadwa.k.t 2 hours ago

    Ok I am so impressed

  • PlottedPants
    PlottedPants 2 hours ago


  • sweterz01
    sweterz01 2 hours ago

    Anyone else here for the 15th time this week? No. Okay.

  • MaryBerry15
    MaryBerry15 2 hours ago

    I've been gone for so long I didn't know this was a thing!! Jaiden I'm so proud of you for being so open about this!!!10/10 song by a 10/10 person

  • YoungIcarus446
    YoungIcarus446 2 hours ago

    L I K E

  • TLO clan:BradyTheVloggamer 117

    This makes me cringe uhhhhh

  • AnimatorRBLX- Animations, roblox, and more!

    I was at a mental state too but i got through it! Like you did!

  • Tested Xylophone
    Tested Xylophone 2 hours ago

    Does she know we already know how she looks?

  • JackProsVideoVlogs 66
    JackProsVideoVlogs 66 2 hours ago

    Yo this is like actually the best. THE BEAT IS AMAZING.

  • Anjoelina Bonilla
    Anjoelina Bonilla 2 hours ago

    I tried to tell my friends so they would tell my parents but they just made fun of me and said I was lying. I also tried to reach out when I was suicidal they called me Hannah baker for the rest of the month. My friends. Ya

  • aidan lanauze
    aidan lanauze 2 hours ago

    You're beautiful both of you

  • Stanle Larcia
    Stanle Larcia 2 hours ago

    A song for people who likes to diet

    • Auto Correct
      Auto Correct 2 hours ago

      Stanle Larcia it’s not just a diet it’s Anorexia Nervosa.

  • Banana 101
    Banana 101 2 hours ago

    Only 4mil views. Smh this needs more views then most of these songs on youtube

  • Jennah 6,000
    Jennah 6,000 2 hours ago


  • icexiro
    icexiro 2 hours ago

    wow :O

  • iamnotpotter
    iamnotpotter 3 hours ago

    You have done so well. I think this video will help so many people. I struggled with an eating disorder for about two years and everyday was a nightmare. I am better now, but those are two years that I cannot get back. I think if I had seen this back then, I may have realized what I was doing to myself. You are doing a great thing for so many people.

  • Khristine Malingan
    Khristine Malingan 3 hours ago

    I feel bad for you jaiden

  • Khristine Malingan
    Khristine Malingan 3 hours ago


  • Elmer flores
    Elmer flores 3 hours ago

    O know I know sorry

  • Annoying Rose
    Annoying Rose 3 hours ago

    It’s a beautiful song! It also has a deep meaning, do you think you’ll do more song collabs? I’d love to hear more of types of songs like this!

  • Fanti Fant
    Fanti Fant 3 hours ago

    Could someone please tell me how to recover from anorexia alone?

  • Jonathan Aguilar
    Jonathan Aguilar 3 hours ago

    jaiden you seem veary pretty and nice i think you should shiw ur face i know how this feels 😔

  • Lillian Hess
    Lillian Hess 3 hours ago

    I'm so proud of you Jaiden

  • The Indie Freak
    The Indie Freak 3 hours ago

    Dude you need to go see someone

  • Local Trash bin
    Local Trash bin 3 hours ago +1

    1.25 speed sounds cools

  • gaming unicorn Lunar
    gaming unicorn Lunar 3 hours ago

    I so happy that she made it a good song and tell us how does it feel

  • My.child. bean
    My.child. bean 3 hours ago

    Jk jk

  • My.child. bean
    My.child. bean 3 hours ago

    This makes me want to start

  • JoJo Ponce
    JoJo Ponce 3 hours ago

    Jaiden! I love you just the way you are, i dont care if you might have gained weight or anything like that, that doesnt change you as a person.

  • cyphre
    cyphre 3 hours ago

    Beautiful. But really, well done Jaiden on also stepping outside your comfort zone for the singing and rapping!

  • simplyheidi
    simplyheidi 3 hours ago

    How did I miss this !

  • Suhilah Boland
    Suhilah Boland 3 hours ago

    this is my life in one video....unfortunately

    anyways amazing video!!Love it :3

  • DumDumExpress
    DumDumExpress 3 hours ago

    It's really good, props to both of u, the only thing is I suggest a trigger warning.

  • Majorly Epic Proportions

    This is amazing like if u agree

  • Mrs.Noname
    Mrs.Noname 3 hours ago

    hes covering the things the media wont

  • Kookieman 99
    Kookieman 99 3 hours ago

    I really like this

  • Romulus
    Romulus 3 hours ago

    It’s really odd to think that not everyone struggles with the same things. Like I’m prone to depression so when a saw this I was blown away that people think like this but id imagine others would say that depression is just as silly and ungrounded.

  • Fvckyou Google
    Fvckyou Google 3 hours ago

    This is great and all but the chorus is just so unlistenable oof

  • Emya Me
    Emya Me 3 hours ago

    Damn though.... imma buy it on itunes if I can 20/10

  • Solid1Snake1
    Solid1Snake1 3 hours ago

    I LOVE Jaidens TVclip channel, and admire her skills. But I didn't like this music video when I first saw it. I felt like it was trying to be too edgy. Just finished watching Boyinaband's "Making the Song about Jaiden's Anorexia" and now I really really like it. It's not something I'll listen to regularly, but I admire and respect it and her a lot more now. I highly suggest watching it.

  • Stella ;-;
    Stella ;-; 3 hours ago

    oh look, i now have a new song to put on repeat

  • Yung Parth
    Yung Parth 3 hours ago

    Wait shiiiiit 4m??? I've been here since the start :0

  • Crystal Amalgam
    Crystal Amalgam 3 hours ago

    this is freaking great

  • Wakaran -chan
    Wakaran -chan 3 hours ago

    Damn I got shivers booiiiii