Jaiden & Boyinaband - Empty (Official Music Video)

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  • Published on Jun 8, 2018
  • Thanks to Dave for approaching me with this idea and helping me step out of my tiny little comfort zone. (lyrics in description)
    Get the song on iTunes: itunes.apple.com/us/album/empty-single/1396093848?app=music&ign-mpt=uo%3D4
    Behind the Scenes: tvclip.biz/video/xR3hrZS2c0A/video.html&ab_channel=Boyinaband
    Why I don't have a face reveal: tvclip.biz/video/VhEATqXnXCI/video.html&t=3s&ab_channel=JaidenAnimations
    Support if you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder: www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/help-support/contact-helpline
    Lyrics:
    V1:
    Mirror mirror on the wall
    Tunnel vision on the flaws
    In the scale of things it’s unimportant
    So no talking but it’s still an intrusive thought
    Tried hard to correct it
    But nothing was effective
    No-one else seemed so obsessed with it, things were desperate
    Until the voice crept in
    I can help you, trust me, you’re ready
    It seemed dangerous
    But it said to have faith in it
    The secret is to just be empty
    Didn’t know if it was wise to listen
    But what could it hurt to try?
    P1:
    And at first it was working
    But then things were emerging
    Cracked lips and Tired eyes
    I’m hungry with no appetite
    I’m shivering and shaking, and I tell myself it’s fine, but
    You can’t fool your body, you can only fool your mind, yuh
    Empty
    I just need to be empty
    Hide from anybody who’ll prevent me
    Just fill up on water and shame
    No, I’m not hungry, I just ate
    I’ve developed a taste for this
    Endure the neverending ache
    Convince myself I’m in control and it’s not
    All that voice that makes me sick
    C:
    Inside it’s empty
    Ana- I know it’s wrong
    I’m looking but I can’t see myself
    Inside it’s empty
    Ana- I know it’s wrong
    But it’s so hard to stop it alone
    V2:
    Been getting even worse
    All the days begin to merge
    Just a blurry haze and now it’s
    Almost second nature to ignore the urges
    Can’t trust my own nature
    Every calorie a failure
    Gotta push the intake down every day
    ‘Cause the voice comes back to say
    You want to eat? Bite your tongue
    Don’t want to stay an embarrassment
    just have to stomach it
    They don't know what you want
    A tug of war against common sense
    don’t wanna believe that I’ve overstepped
    P2:
    But it’s so overwhelming
    And I hope no-one can tell
    ‘Cause the numbers keep decreasing
    This ordeal is becoming routine, check
    Arms back neck thighs Suck it in and Pinch my sides
    The scales are betraying me, the mirror is a lie, yeah
    Numbers
    It all comes down to numbers
    I know it’s wrong but
    Just because you know you’re colorblind
    doesn’t mean you can see the colors
    Fine, I admit I’m addicted
    But the hunger feels good, how do I quit this
    I know I could die, I’ve seen the statistics
    But the voice is with me through thick and thin
    Bridge:
    I can reach out
    To someone not like me
    If you ask for help it doesn’t make you weak
    I can reach out
    ignore what the voice tells me
    I can help my mind learn to trust my body

    (dave is such a nice genuine guy i appreciate all he's done to help me. thank you dave!)
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  • XxGacha WolfiexX
    XxGacha WolfiexX 23 hours ago

    How is her hand writing so neat!!
    Jaiden, tell me your secrets!!!

  • Susan McNair
    Susan McNair Day ago

    girl i feel you i feel like not eating is the right thing to do

  • Gerard’s Jackets

    F in the chat for the first sandwich..
    F

  • nylah E.x.e
    nylah E.x.e Day ago +1

    It’s ok Jadien I still love u

  • Tracy Jones
    Tracy Jones Day ago

    Mirror mirror on the wall
    Tunnel vision on the flaws
    In the scale of things it’s unimportant
    So no talking but it’s still an intrusive thought
    Tried hard to correct it
    But nothing was effective
    No-one else seemed so obsessed with it, things were desperate
    Until the voice crept in
    I can help you, trust me, you’re ready
    It seemed dangerous
    But it said to have faith in it
    The secret is to just be empty
    Didn’t know if it was wise to listen
    But what could it hurt to try?
    P1:
    And at first it was working
    But then things were emerging
    Cracked lips and Tired eyes
    I’m hungry with no appetite
    I’m shivering and shaking, and I tell myself it’s fine, but
    You can’t fool your body, you can only fool your mind, yuh
    Empty
    I just need to be empty
    Hide from anybody who’ll prevent me
    Just fill up on water and shame
    No, I’m not hungry, I just ate
    I’ve developed a taste for this
    Endure the neverending ache
    Convince myself I’m in control and it’s not
    All that voice that makes me sick
    C:
    Inside it’s empty
    Ana- I know it’s wrong
    I’m looking but I can’t see myself
    Inside it’s empty
    Ana- I know it’s wrong
    But it’s so hard to stop it alone
    V2:
    Been getting even worse
    All the days begin to merge
    Just a blurry haze and now it’s
    Almost second nature to ignore the urges
    Can’t trust my own nature
    Every calorie a failure
    Gotta push the intake down every day
    ‘Cause the voice comes back to say
    You want to eat? Bite your tongue
    Don’t want to stay an embarrassment
    just have to stomach it
    They don't know what you want
    A tug of war against common sense
    don’t wanna believe that I’ve overstepped
    P2:
    But it’s so overwhelming
    And I hope no-one can tell
    ‘Cause the numbers keep decreasing
    This ordeal is becoming routine, check
    Arms back neck thighs Suck it in and Pinch my sides
    The scales are betraying me, the mirror is a lie, yeah
    Numbers
    It all comes down to numbers
    I know it’s wrong but
    Just because you know you’re colorblind
    doesn’t mean you can see the colors
    Fine, I admit I’m addicted
    But the hunger feels good, how do I quit this
    I know I could die, I’ve seen the statistics
    But the voice is with me through thick and thin
    Bridge:
    I can reach out
    To someone not like me
    If you ask for help it doesn’t make you weak
    I can reach out
    ignore what the voice tells me
    I can help my mind learn to trust my body

    I used this from the description cuz little people look there so here you go

  • Cullen Gatzke
    Cullen Gatzke Day ago

    Why am I just seeing this now😬😬😅😛😛😛😶. NOT TO MENTION THAT THIS IS 2019!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • The Purple Mastodon

    While all mental disorders are equal I am glad that someone did something to bring attention to something other than deppression

  • Chloe Haskell
    Chloe Haskell Day ago

    Its your choice so you can decide if you want to eat or you do not want to eat

  • Foxy Lover
    Foxy Lover Day ago +1

    This is really inspiring Jaiden!
    Still replaying your song. It's so meaningful, thank you for staying strong! ❤️

  • aj C
    aj C Day ago +1

    Jaiden, you are beautiful just the way you are. You are an inspiration to so many people, and everyone watching this is thankful for you. And yes, I’m aware that what I said was a bit sappy, but it’s true.

  • Skyler Kitty
    Skyler Kitty Day ago

    The people who disliked must be blind and thought it said like

  • Minder XXX
    Minder XXX Day ago

    I’m happy your not dead

  • Minder XXX
    Minder XXX Day ago +1

    I was here after watching how you made it

  • Franky Duran
    Franky Duran Day ago

    Its really painfull

  • Franky Duran
    Franky Duran Day ago

    Its sad because im going through this too

  • Gene
    Gene Day ago

    Hey jaiden.. Its.. Its me but you dont know me. I made a comment with another account a while back and it didnt the attention i think it shouldve. I just want you to know you're not alone.. Im here and everyone is amd you're free to speak about this topic if you need help then get help 😊 ive struggled with this before and i beat the voice.. Fix yourself before you help others!!!

  • Brawler 450
    Brawler 450 Day ago

    When you saw this 7 months ago then realized that in some frames her eyes show

  • Sketchy Skies
    Sketchy Skies Day ago

    Already love it

  • The Harvinator
    The Harvinator Day ago

    15k dislikes? what the fuck is wrong with you?

  • Animkidd
    Animkidd Day ago

    Jaiden is a really good singer

  • Sophie Sarikaya
    Sophie Sarikaya Day ago

    I’ve listened to this to much and sounds weird help me. Is this normal

  • E1eventeen
    E1eventeen Day ago

    Great video, but why did she label the log "today"?

  • Toby R
    Toby R Day ago

    This is amazing!

  • Rattiegamer 6
    Rattiegamer 6 Day ago

    im going through this but jaiden this song really helped me. thank you for existing, even if you don't read this, i want you to know that you are slowly pulling me from the darkness, from the infinite abyss that has opened. Insanity. im now seeing a therapist and am much better

  • Letsplays and walkthroughs

    Jaiden's raping is fire

  • Letsplays and walkthroughs

    Powerful

  • Calvin Lee
    Calvin Lee Day ago

    Who want to have eating discord after the video? No? Okay.

  • Yuna Choi
    Yuna Choi Day ago

    I know I’m a little late... 6 months. But I still want to talk about it. I had anorexia too, and those videos about jaidens struggle helped me a bit. That bit was the bit I needed. No one of my family or friends knew about it, and after I watched those videos I opened up. So anyone in the position of selfharming or anorexia, you have to talk!
    -Yuna out-

  • Amy RajiWaji
    Amy RajiWaji Day ago +1

    Jaden you are strong and I hope you can get stronger each day ❤️❤️❤️

  • Yong Qi XUAN
    Yong Qi XUAN Day ago

    Star of this video,jaiden's stomach

  • S T O R M S T U D I O

    I dont have depression but i wanna die

  • Litterally a Potato

    Legit a bop


    But a sad bop

  • IS IT FUNNY??
    IS IT FUNNY?? Day ago

    My family hates me but idk why, thats why im depressed

  • Shorty
    Shorty Day ago +1

    We all got your back and we love u Jayden I am going through the same thing and I know how it feels I’m 25kg than an average kid in my age group and luckily I have a loving family and friends to help me 😭😭😔👍

  • YaHaIrA HoE
    YaHaIrA HoE Day ago

    Oh my god, I love this song I can’t stop listening and it’s been months since i’ve listened to this song

  • Lil Potato
    Lil Potato Day ago +1

    Jaiden : Deppression
    James : Happiness
    JAMES SHOULD HELP JAIDEN
    *Bonus* She Was Doing the 7 Day Vegan Challenge (Baby) (Solve's All ya Problems)

  • SAS001
    SAS001 Day ago

    How about an animation version???

  • jasmine missen
    jasmine missen Day ago +1

    Don't listen to the voice.


    Listen to yourself.
    (And listen to me 😆)
    (See what I did there?)
    Hehehehehe

  • JewJew Hope
    JewJew Hope Day ago

    I legit heard this song on Pandora 😥

  • tiny mango
    tiny mango Day ago

    Me: opens TVclip app
    *chockes*

  • William Haynes
    William Haynes Day ago

    Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

  • Lorraine Smith
    Lorraine Smith Day ago

    02:26 I want to ride the fan

  • Tiffany Yang
    Tiffany Yang Day ago +1

    Jame's video got 51 million, why not more for this one? :(

  • Edsal De Spud
    Edsal De Spud Day ago

    I feel like we need a song, just for Ari :>

  • Savage Kid Gaming
    Savage Kid Gaming Day ago +1

    Other people: I'm not skinny enough ;(
    Me: bitch I'm fat as shit

  • Master Deku
    Master Deku Day ago

    I am just like jaden

  • Guik X
    Guik X Day ago

    This music is spetacular dude!!

  • Dandan 1523
    Dandan 1523 Day ago

    Get some help guys. Just ask for some help, it will never help to be afraid of asking. It’ll only make you weaker.


    AND REALLY GUYS??!! WHO WOULD DISLIKE THIS??!!

  • The End
    The End Day ago +1

    Not eating is unhealthy your body thinks it’s dying and ends up making to much sugar and giving yourself things like diabetes and to high blood sugar and pressure.

  • Danh Nguyen
    Danh Nguyen Day ago

    Jaiden 😥😱that was amazing

  • corey fields
    corey fields Day ago

    Then you here “ I’m not afraid “

  • Mary Frances Forbes

    this is really beautiful. i’ve gone through times where i’ve felt like this but this video helps me keep faith in who i am. thank you so much

  • Mario And Koppas Production

    👍 gonna play at my school see what they think

  • Evan Myrick
    Evan Myrick 2 days ago

    Jaiden don't listen to the people who calls you ugly you are amazing

  • Newt Salamander
    Newt Salamander 2 days ago

    This is deep

  • Roman Sanders
    Roman Sanders 2 days ago

    How dare 15k people dislike

  • NeveJ Sommer
    NeveJ Sommer 2 days ago

    I WILL STUFF A BURGER DOWN YOUR THROAT 💖

    • NeveJ Sommer
      NeveJ Sommer Day ago

      Uh thank you I think

    • THEWILDONESAPPEAR
      THEWILDONESAPPEAR Day ago

      +NeveJ Sommer Tbh thats still not that great of an idea, but it's certainly better than you're first one.

    • NeveJ Sommer
      NeveJ Sommer Day ago

      Maybe let them chew ittttttt

    • NeveJ Sommer
      NeveJ Sommer Day ago

      Your right D:

    • THEWILDONESAPPEAR
      THEWILDONESAPPEAR Day ago

      +NeveJ Sommer @NeveJ Sommer I can already tell you, from pure common sense, that shoving a burger down the throat of someone with an eating disorder, is not going to help them. It will just make them more scared of food, and less likely to look for help, plus if the person is a long term sufferer, it could trigger refeeding syndrome, which to a person who is already extremely weak, could very well be fatal.

  • flaming pengwin
    flaming pengwin 2 days ago

    My girlfriend delt with this and she just tried to eat even if she got larger after about a month or 2 she was skinny as ever

  • Rage Gaming
    Rage Gaming 2 days ago +3

    I feel super bad for you Jadien I never knew you had these problems in you earlier ages because you are always sound so happy in your videos

  • _ joker
    _ joker 2 days ago

    Idk but i kinda addicted to this song

  • Leo Montes
    Leo Montes 2 days ago

    I have seen this video so many times and I love it every time

  • Nirjara Ramesh
    Nirjara Ramesh 2 days ago

    Nope nope I'm definitely not crying it's just dust particles that flew into my eyes out of nowhere 😭😥

  • Mara Domingos
    Mara Domingos 2 days ago

    Wow! This song is amazing!

  • Jess B
    Jess B 2 days ago

    i had to restart it in the middle of the song it was so good

  • Nighthawk Gaming
    Nighthawk Gaming 2 days ago

    this made me cry. Jaiden is so strong i admire that.

  • Natime Natalie
    Natime Natalie 2 days ago

    I have eating disorders too. My parents are worried but every time they ask if I’m gingery I just say I’m fine, but inside I haven’t eaten at all

  • Sky_Marvel _15
    Sky_Marvel _15 2 days ago

    I’m in 6th grade and I cut myself but I have amazing friends that slap my hand or make sure u don’t have anything that I can use and my sister had a eating disorder when I was little and so I’ve seen how eating disorders and depression is and its difficult so i makes me feels better knowing that she got through it Bc it makes me think that I will.

  • sophia phoenix
    sophia phoenix 2 days ago +1

    keep swimming jaiden get out the water

  • Shallammacorn Sheep, llama, unicorn

    James has a stuff about nice Life is Fun and stuff and this is just depressing stuff with anxiety

  • Marc3l Sitarz
    Marc3l Sitarz 2 days ago

    This is so fucking good!

  • Sophia Balough
    Sophia Balough 2 days ago

    I love the song every time I listen to it. But is that her actual handwriting and if so. WTF ITS SO PRETTY!!!!!

  • Gacha john cena Respect the vets

    So cute....i love your voice jaiden

  • Jack Charlie
    Jack Charlie 2 days ago

    I'm sorry you had to go through this at least it's over now I think it is at least

  • Splatted I0I
    Splatted I0I 2 days ago

    This doesnt fit on ur channel where the Frick is ari

  • MistyCloud Galaxy Cats and life :3

    *I can help you*
    -pls no no no pls-

  • Mr. WaterMax
    Mr. WaterMax 2 days ago

    Goog

  • joonysm 94
    joonysm 94 2 days ago

    This hits deep down 😔

  • Gummygoo
    Gummygoo 2 days ago

    what a heckin' bop

  • Nyah Robinson
    Nyah Robinson 2 days ago

    We'll go through this with you Jaiden, we all will.

  • Platinum Nøır
    Platinum Nøır 2 days ago

    ;o;

  • Pinkpandacorn
    Pinkpandacorn 2 days ago

    Hey maiden you did so well you are such an inspiration to me I love your animations and you have a beatific voice and adorable face

  • Blue Wang
    Blue Wang 2 days ago

    Was this post before the face review ?

  • Thunderstrom kowashi

    I'm straight to G*Yness
    Jaiden is empty without Food?

  • Cheesmanyleny YT
    Cheesmanyleny YT 2 days ago

    This gave me chills, its a great song and message

  • Dipper Pines25
    Dipper Pines25 2 days ago +2

    Jaden you are beautiful and you have a great voice, don’t be ashamed of who you are. You make peoples lives greater everyday (or any day you upload) have a great day jaden, and never stop being awesome

  • Faris Alwaheed
    Faris Alwaheed 2 days ago

    OOF respect

  • GERBIL KEEPER 345
    GERBIL KEEPER 345 2 days ago

    Welp day 1 I'm trying not to eat so damn much for school I only have a sandwich goldfish and chips
    I'm a fatass that needs to stop eating

  • Shooting Star Ivan
    Shooting Star Ivan 2 days ago +1

    I like it how you can download the bid :3

  • Corgi Games
    Corgi Games 2 days ago

    Um...pretty good 😁
    Wait the only thing it blurs is Jadeins eyes...eh I can respect that I used to have a channel where I didn’t have a face Reveal :P
    Btw tell Ari I said hi!!

  • legenday cat
    legenday cat 2 days ago

    Wow, this is really interesting and amazing, I love the song, amazing!

  • celestia
    celestia 2 days ago

    JAIDEN YOU ARE BOOTYFUL DONT HIDE YOURSELF EVER AGIAN!!

  • caits fandoms
    caits fandoms 2 days ago

    I have severe trust issues, confidence issues and self esteem issues because I was bullied for a passion in 5th grade.
    It turned to cyber bullying as well, and since then I haven’t forgiven my bully for what he done against me.
    Jaiden, your so brave, really brave and your story may be sad.. but it’s powerful for people who have self esteem issues as well (like me).

  • Jessie404
    Jessie404 2 days ago

    Oh my gosh this is beautiful in a way,
    .
    .
    .
    .
    .
    The worst part is that, for me and so many others this is relatable.

  • monku Cha'i
    monku Cha'i 2 days ago

    liked, Download and of course save in playlist

  • Pnx3_ Gaming
    Pnx3_ Gaming 2 days ago

    Good thing this is Downloadable.

  • EE LILI
    EE LILI 2 days ago

    Cringe

  • Puglover7 /Ilovepugs

    But what if you want die?

  • Cheryl Nale
    Cheryl Nale 2 days ago

    I like your song it really fits you

  • iM DaTchickenNugget
    iM DaTchickenNugget 2 days ago

    I think your right about me not eating for 10 seconds

  • Cakie Bakie
    Cakie Bakie 2 days ago

    She protecc
    She attacc
    But Most Importantly
    She dont like her body

    We love you Jaiden ❤️😢