My brain tumor is back

  • Published on Jan 18, 2019
  • Yeah. Burn Brian The Brain Tumor 2019. And as always: my most sincere apologies to anyone named Brian. Here's a tiny, unassuming link to my Patreon:
    Here's another link in case you want to get a version of the brain t-shirt I'm wearing:
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Comments • 18 163

  • J Cortese
    J Cortese 8 hours ago

    Wishing you all the best from the eastern time zone, doll. *hug*

  • Rob NAustin
    Rob NAustin 11 hours ago

    DAMN. I will just say I understand how you feel. It's OK to be pissed.

  • Bradley Niven
    Bradley Niven 12 hours ago

    I have never loved and hated someones brain so much.

  • Vasili Vladivostok
    Vasili Vladivostok 13 hours ago

    Hey, stop getting brain tumors.

  • EDDhoot
    EDDhoot 13 hours ago

  • Wor Jackie
    Wor Jackie 15 hours ago


    MAKEBANJOGREATAGAIN 16 hours ago +1

    I wish the title was clickbait

  • justin hyland
    justin hyland Day ago

    Eye don't like this

    REIGN Day ago

    Im sorry you’re going through this hope you get through this

  • Sumandhan Akshith

    1.7K dislikes from Brians

  • KJ Archer
    KJ Archer Day ago


  • Lets Talk TV
    Lets Talk TV Day ago

    Love you boo! I'm here if you need to talk

  • chicken
    chicken Day ago

    burn in hell, brian.

  • mom2mmpt
    mom2mmpt Day ago

    No, no. The dementia joke was funny. I'm sorry you have to go through all this. I've seen family and friends who have had to have chemo, radiation, etc (all the fun stuff). It is not that much fun. You will get through this. Keep meditating and yoga-ing. :)

  • Raynola Dominguez

    You have my best wishes and my admiration. You are awesome. And you are a bad ass builder girl.

  • Chloe Sibilla
    Chloe Sibilla Day ago

    There are things you can were so you're hair wont call out . Just wanted to help sorry for humming you out.

  • Ciara Connolly
    Ciara Connolly Day ago

    Do we know how the radiation has gone?

  • dawfydd
    dawfydd 2 days ago

    I haven't watched any of her videos before this besides the intro, but from this we know she's going to be okay no matter what happens she'll find a way to make the most of the situation, if you are a fan and down the road you watch this and it upsets you just pay attention she did what she wanted to do and always moved forward in life.

  • Roger Lock
    Roger Lock 2 days ago +7

    rwlock 4/20/19
    Simone, too bad the tumor is back. I had prostate cancer & had radiation over the 2017 holidays, 3 years after my surgery. Now I get checked every 6 months, so far, nothing. HOPE THE BEST FOR YOU!!

  • MechanizedMan
    MechanizedMan 2 days ago

    I like how you are still able to joke about this. Keep that spirit up and get better soon.

  • Stefan Reich
    Stefan Reich 2 days ago

    Have you ever tried to NOT trust doctor's advice? What if there is a way to handle whatever you have (or don't have) that is a million times better than surgery or, let alone, "chemotherapy"?

  • Bwin
    Bwin 2 days ago

    May you be well! May you be blessed!

  • Archana O'Connor
    Archana O'Connor 2 days ago +1

    i have never ever seen strength like this before in my life
    I wish you a speedy recovery

  • NikiNeedsA Life
    NikiNeedsA Life 3 days ago


  • Joshua Downing
    Joshua Downing 3 days ago

    You're such an inspiration to me! You will make it through this battle on top, just like the last. Keep up the good work beautiful : )

  • Zachary Howell
    Zachary Howell 3 days ago

    Badass Builder Bitch

  • Regan Gerst
    Regan Gerst 3 days ago +5

    Why is nobody talking about her dementia joke? I'm dying over here.

    • WitchDoc
      WitchDoc Day ago

      +M’ aiq Dont remember...

    • M’ aiq
      M’ aiq Day ago +3

      Regan Gerst what did she say again?

  • mxson msp
    mxson msp 3 days ago +1


  • Star Cherry
    Star Cherry 4 days ago +1

    Radiation therapy killed my mother.
    I'm praying for you

  • Kevin Moore
    Kevin Moore 4 days ago

    I understand that brain tumors don’t spread, but, I’ve done some research, and, although brain tumors don’t usually spread to other parts of the body, but, just a little tidbit of knowledge that was helpful for me to know, at least when I was going through this stuff, brain tumors can metastasize to other parts of the nervous system, or, just recur in general. Best of luck to you with radiation therapy. Ask about stereotactic radiotherapy. For me, this recurrence, it’s shortened treatment time for radiotherapy, and I didn’t have anywhere near the quantity, or quality of negative side effects.

  • Richard Reyes-Fournier
    Richard Reyes-Fournier 4 days ago +1

    plz be good, you will always be the queen of shitty robots.

  • Drue Hairymore
    Drue Hairymore 4 days ago

    Stor kärlek från Sverige

  • Akshay Jose
    Akshay Jose 5 days ago

    What is name of that final BGM ?

  • Gamingwith Zaina
    Gamingwith Zaina 5 days ago

    Omg good luck i feel bad again good luck

  • jacob cahill
    jacob cahill 5 days ago

    I only just discovered you today and this brought me to tears.... I’d give anything to trade places with you. Someone as bright and talented as you shouldn’t have to go through something so unfair, I’m not religious but my prays are with you and I hope all has been going well. Keep doing you chick 😊

  • 桂假发
    桂假发 5 days ago

    oh! i hope you could get better soon! i really love your projects! thank you!

  • Rayne Ma
    Rayne Ma 7 days ago

    Our bodies are not ours. All our behaviours are inherited from our parents. The bodies will wither and die eventually. We own nothing from this world. Do not feel sad about it. We all have one chance of contributing positively to this world before we depart. So treasure this time while we are on earth.

  • Ryan Harper
    Ryan Harper 7 days ago

    Love from Ohio. Stay Strong we all love your silly smile and goofy contraptions

  • Adriana mora!es Morales

    Hola como teyama

  • J V
    J V 8 days ago

    two words, cannabis oil. don't do radiation. but i doubt you will listen. the fact that you already submitted yourself to surgery makes it a higher possibility.

  • Everything Twice
    Everything Twice 8 days ago +1

    Last thing to do if you have a possible life threatening issue is say God's name in vain

  • Gaming with Mof
    Gaming with Mof 8 days ago

    I didnt wanna laugh then she started laughing then I started laughing then she was like this made her sadder than she expected them I felt bad

  • Felysha Lenis
    Felysha Lenis 8 days ago

    Sorry to hear, God Bless you and keep you healthy and save

  • commie nazi
    commie nazi 9 days ago

    i'm glad it came back to purify you from our existance

  • Lemon Juice
    Lemon Juice 9 days ago

    #burnbrian good luck Simone I will pray for it to be good

  • Zeezee Agapotheos
    Zeezee Agapotheos 9 days ago

    I watched a video called "radiation necrosis" basically the radiation will cause a sunburn in the brain and the swelling from the fluid will have to be taken down by medication/steroid. HBOT is approved therapy for radiation damage of blood vessels being cauterized from the radiation. HBOT forces oxygen into vessels and this forces the vessels to vasculari_e to the organs. Of course there are risks but there are with any kind of treatments. Also this team of Biomedical Engineers invented some glasses for surgeons to see tumor cells vs. healthy cells when they are excising tumors to make sure they grab it all. All my best. #keepgoing

  • iam human
    iam human 9 days ago

    More love and power to you Simone! ❤ You're the best! ❤

  • Asasas
    Asasas 9 days ago

    I had a bad feeling about this...

  • Evan Urwiler
    Evan Urwiler 10 days ago +1


  • Phill Bunn
    Phill Bunn 10 days ago

    Thanks for sharing. Get well soon, badass builder girl, you're a much-needed ray of sunshine here in internetland.

  • ipoovideo
    ipoovideo 11 days ago

    "this is one of those things that looks like a really bad thing on the outside, but I know too little about life to be sure." 👏👍😭👊

  • Joey Green
    Joey Green 11 days ago

    Fasting ,let your body fix your brain . Do the research.

  • Aman Jain
    Aman Jain 11 days ago

    Simone, wish you good luck.. I wish you get well soon. You and your videos are cool.. good luck dear, I felt sad to see this video.

  • Joshua Harrell
    Joshua Harrell 12 days ago

    Praying for you! 🙏

  • Yazid AitSaadi
    Yazid AitSaadi 12 days ago

    wish you all the best , hope you get ahead of this ASAP , and be healthy

  • Dino Hunter
    Dino Hunter 12 days ago

    I want to hug you!

  • Mark Jansen
    Mark Jansen 12 days ago +2

    ❤️ I'm wishing you the best, young lady

  • ThatGuy
    ThatGuy 14 days ago

    Ask your doctor about using memantine as a prophylactic to prevent memory problems and dementia from the radiation. My wife took it after the fact. The radiation caused her a lot of memory and dementia problems, but then when she started taking memantine, it was almost a complete recovery. It was only after the fact that I learned of the success others experienced using it before radiation to prevent problems before they occurred.

  • HellRehab
    HellRehab 14 days ago

    Why the hell would anyone vote this video down? smh

  • J-HopeIsMyHope
    J-HopeIsMyHope 14 days ago

    Stop it brian

  • Chef Curry
    Chef Curry 14 days ago

    Kot4q liked this video

  • Jean-Luc Ichard
    Jean-Luc Ichard 14 days ago

    My best friend died of a brain tumor last year, I am wholeheartedly with you... strength and courage! ;)

  • Adam Donough
    Adam Donough 14 days ago

    i cant believe i’m only just seeing this now, why does it haVE 1.7K DISLIKES IM >:(

  • abc def
    abc def 15 days ago +1

    You are gonna make this! We support you😌

  • michael marrett
    michael marrett 16 days ago

    I just "happened" to see this vvvideo (sorry. I stutter sometimes when texting, typing, or commenting). So anyway, I just want you to know that I will earnestly pray for you. Yeah, I 'm one of those weird "Christian" ppeople, lol. But seriously, I know how annoying it can be to have someone push their beliefs on you without even asking if you're interested, or willing to listen. So I just want to say that if you are interested in making a reservation in heaven ( and I'm praying and hoping that you won't need it for a long, long time, but better safe than sorry), I have my home reserved there, and I can tell you how, if you're interested in knowing. Btw, after I saw this video, I watched the one you did on weightlessness. That was pretty cool! So take care and God bless!

  • Dino Schachten
    Dino Schachten 16 days ago

    It's lovely how you consider this to be something potentially not all bad. I agree: Who are we humans to judge whether the things that happen to us are all bad...
    How about being badass brain tumour builder girl? A bit long to be catchy, but it reminds me of how most super heroes (and heroines) have their... thing. Like Tony Stark with his heart shrapnel thingy. To me you're kind of a real-world Tony Stark. And as long as this is contained it hopefully does nothing but make you even more badass.
    Thank you very much for your honesty! As someone who hasn't been sick a lot, has never had any major injuries and hasn't ever gotten into a fist fight I can relate to the curiosity that such things can trigger.
    My very best wishes to you, may you find whatever amazing good might be hidden in all of this! :)

  • Amal Francis
    Amal Francis 17 days ago +2

    burn him to the ground gurl 😊. you've got this. 👍🏻

  • eliwj
    eliwj 17 days ago

    So sorry you’re dealing with this! I can relate! I’ve been fighting a 25 year Lyme nightmare. 😣 Feels like I’m at the end and I don’t even know for sure what’s wrong or what I have to do to beat this! The ambiguity is killing me!
    Wishing you all the best! 🙏🏽 You will prevail! ✊🏽

  • non523
    non523 17 days ago +1

    Simone.. please ask your doctor about Nmenda (memantine). It's an alzheimers medication that has very little to no side effects. With radiation therapy, it is used prevent radiation-induced cognative decline. Additionally ask to have a cognative function test done before treatment and at intervals after. I think the test was Hopkins memory recall or something along those lines. My wife underwent treatment at mdanderson in houston and this is the experimental treatment she recieved. Insurance gave her grief about covering it because it is experimental, but we used the good rx app to find a pharmacy that had it for waaay cheaper at some pharmacies.

  • Евгений Шефер

    Hi Simone. Your popularity has gone far beyond your country. I'm from Russia and also always happy to watch your videos. You must be sick of the sympathy and the tearful letters... I would have. And I just invite you to visit Russia Altai mountains. when you're done with all the Medical stuff. Clean air a change of scenery and new experiences will charge you for the production of new and even more Shitty robots. if you get bored, write

  • Leah Nidy
    Leah Nidy 18 days ago

    I have a macroprolactinoma and as soon as I found out I named it Francis. He’s a French bastard and #tumorhumor is where it’s at. But when I started to tell people I was scared of getting the reputation of Tumor Girl as well. I actually kinda got choked up when you started talking about it because it was the first time I’ve been able to relate to someone who knows what it’s like.
    Stay strong and burn that bastard

  • Marco Aurélio Lima do Nascimento Junior

    #burnbrian2019 yo go, girl!! Be strong

  • Richard Cowen
    Richard Cowen 18 days ago

    Shitty situation to be in but truly inspirational attitude.

  • Abi Austwal
    Abi Austwal 18 days ago

    Get well soon

  • Cyber MacGyver
    Cyber MacGyver 19 days ago +1

    *oh god i missed you* and love you for sharing these vids.
    your first video helped me at a time when i was watching my dad go thru the same crappy stuff.
    *love vibes and energy to everyone* 💙

  • Ben Korpella
    Ben Korpella 19 days ago +1

    You may be Brain Tumor Girl, but you will you always be our queen

  • Lars Kaastrup
    Lars Kaastrup 20 days ago

    Wish you the best of luck, bad-ass builder and brian-bane girl :)

  • Ehren vst
    Ehren vst 21 day ago

    dang im too late

  • Purpl3 P0ny
    Purpl3 P0ny 22 days ago

    Screw radiation, just get a scalpel and lighter! You'll be okay, even if you don't come out in one piece (just joking, hopefully). You are always our favorite shitty robot builder, even if there is a side affect to radiation. You will never be brain tumor girl in our hearts, you will be shitty robot Simone forever!

  • Elizabeth Frahn
    Elizabeth Frahn 22 days ago

    I went through brain surgery as well. I had surgery on the left side of my head, it was a seven hour surgery and I was awake for 3hours of it. I believe In you and I’m praying for you. You can do this

  • Sourav Thakkar
    Sourav Thakkar 22 days ago

    I labyu . You will be ok . U have more crazy robots to build

  • Stephan C
    Stephan C 23 days ago

    Oh no!
    And strongs
    You are insperational

  • Another Home
    Another Home 24 days ago

    You should make some researches about therapeutic fasting :) Best medicine ever ! Nobody knows exactly how it works but... It works ! Take care ^^

  • Marisol Kim
    Marisol Kim 24 days ago

    You did it once, you can do it again! Prayers for you from Korea!

  • Achille Desrez
    Achille Desrez 25 days ago

    Je sais ce que c'est que d'avoir une tumeur, t'inquiète pas tout ce passera bien !!

  • Abdul Ahmad
    Abdul Ahmad 25 days ago

    It’s ok I’m brain tumor man.

  • A Person
    A Person 25 days ago +2

    Simone. Don't leave us queen. You can do this. God bless.

  • bali beast
    bali beast 26 days ago

    Stay strong.

  • Gideon Indrata
    Gideon Indrata 26 days ago

    i heard that there's a lot new tech to operate tumor with precision and no side effect like using soundwave or gene therapy.. u could search that..

  • D.
    D. 26 days ago

    Best wishes simone! ❤

  • Zul Gin
    Zul Gin 26 days ago +3

    As someone who's been struggling with tumours for... almost 15 years now (Didn't realize this till writing it down) I get it. There's some... complex emotions that come along with it. There's a lot of things you start viewing very differently. The way you look at any kind of relationships because you don't know how long you'll have or how... capable you will be to give your loved ones the things they need, nevermind deserve. The way you look at the future and how difficult it is to imagine yourself being there at times. The way you look at death in that you will fight it till the end, but there's a very small bit of excitement in not having to fight every damned day, to know actual rest.
    What I'm trying to say is, it's ok lady dude. You're not tumour girl (worst super hero ever), just as little as you were flu girl when (if) you got the flu, nor were you any other kind of illness girl. Keep being who you are despite the bad that try to take it away, not because of it. Then you'll be fine I think...
    Phew this was supper sappy and maybe a bit dark but yeah, it's nice to see others fighting but not making it "their brand". Stay awesome, keep enjoying the sciences and inspiring people to have more fun with it.

  • Emily Stein
    Emily Stein 26 days ago +9

    I've come in a bit late so I'm not sure of your updated diagnosis.
    But babe I feel you, My tumours (paragangliomas) came back threefold last year after my surgery. We are looking at possibly radiation eventually but waiting for it to get worse before we can do anything.
    So I send many many good thoughts, vibes and all that. Fuck Brian and fuck this hopelessness you might be feeling. You are beautiful and strong and you will overcome this. I hope you are well.

  • Gary Etheridge
    Gary Etheridge 27 days ago

    I love you already! Now get well!

  • Curtis Myers
    Curtis Myers 27 days ago

    You're gonna kick its ass!

  • Bashar Abdullah
    Bashar Abdullah 27 days ago +5

    Your high spirit dealing with this is really admirable.

  • Crash Andersen
    Crash Andersen 27 days ago

    Brain tumors seem to happen a lot to intelligent Scandinavian women. I'm only basing your stuff with my own experience (specific: my grandmother.)
    Life's a bitch, but you'll be fine.
    Psychic love coming your way from MD.

  • Dagmar
    Dagmar 27 days ago +1

    In the final analysis God and only God makes the decision. Don’t worry, you will be ok, leave it to Him.

  • Jefferson Jackson
    Jefferson Jackson 27 days ago +1

    Was shopping for boats. Seen the video of you and Alfred. Stumbled on to an amazing person. Sending well wishes for a full recovery.

  • blaze it
    blaze it 28 days ago

    Hey use cbd look into it if you haven't

  • Adam DiSalvo
    Adam DiSalvo 28 days ago

    CBD oil