Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)

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  • cam loon
    cam loon Hour ago

    love you , you do you :) !!!!

  • waffle swiwrl c yummy:3xD

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  • Hannah Lewis
    Hannah Lewis Hour ago

    I’ve been watching sense I was young and now me and my baby sisters watch you ! And they love you and I don’t see them that much but when we do see Eachother we talk about your videos

  • Salma Jumma
    Salma Jumma Hour ago

    i haven't been here so long actuallly i used to know you bunny before shane's series, but i saw so much of the same thing that i left it wasn't something interested me or drove me to watch more, yet i always thought about you even if i didn't know much about you or your personality now that i understant whats going on i would love to be updated on you and see different stuff and what you have to provide here on youtube. please keep it up so much love 😘💗

  • Aimee Crann
    Aimee Crann Hour ago

    we all love you bunny!

  • Tammi Aneko
    Tammi Aneko Hour ago

    So proud of you bunny, been subbed since your actual paranormal vids, never unsubbed, and I'm glad you got to meet one of the best people in the world, shane is a saint but you hunny are worth everything I'm glad your being you like you once were

  • Meghan Nash
    Meghan Nash 2 hours ago

    The point you made about how you can get stuck in an aspect of your personality and spit out the same type of videos for a while (90's, toy DTTRW, etc) is EXACTLY how I felt. I definitely was getting tired of the same videos. We just need them more spaced out

  • Pammella Mejía
    Pammella Mejía 2 hours ago

    U are beautiful in & out bunny dont worry, be urself we'll be here.

  • Din
    Din 2 hours ago

    Just be real bunny and film you real life.

  • Beccs Christflan
    Beccs Christflan 2 hours ago

    Never left.. never will

  • Paulina Jaskulska
    Paulina Jaskulska 2 hours ago

    To be honest I loved all the outfits, hauls etc. on your channel and missed them so much. I mean, don't get me wrong, does this thing really work was fun for a minute, but it felt repetitive and... boring. I'm looking forward to all the changes, and hopefully see more of real you on the channel. We all are weirdos here, so don't let that stop you! ;)

  • Julianna Patterson
    Julianna Patterson 2 hours ago

    What is Shane's channel?

  • Pat
    Pat 2 hours ago

    we love you no matter what, be strong

  • Spalman
    Spalman 2 hours ago

    I love you so much! Thank you for being your old self again!

  • Lilly Rodriguez
    Lilly Rodriguez 2 hours ago

    I love you so much and will continue to support you no matter what you do. I 💖 you very much Bunny #swampfamily

  • Mason Mccoy
    Mason Mccoy 2 hours ago

    I never left your channel! I left TVclip for the past year due to life. I found myself absorbed in the lives of others that I had to separate myself from it. Due to an overwhelming level of anxiety and how rough this year has been... I found myself craving TVclip as an escape. I missed you Bunny and I’m glad you’re finding the silver lining. Do a meet in greet in stl or Chicago?

  • Kathleen Kuhn
    Kathleen Kuhn 2 hours ago

    I never left, but I'm so so so happy to finally seeing you be yourself again!

  • sofia's mine
    sofia's mine 2 hours ago

    I´ts so sad to see you uspet. Wish you get up to as much passion you had before. I´ts much better to have real passion and real exitement than just faking it so please don´t be scared to open up and show the real you. I believe in you Bunny, and I believe you can gain a lot more possitivity in your life again. Love you!!!!!! : )

  • Niki2TheMaxx
    Niki2TheMaxx 2 hours ago

    I've watched you since 2012 or 2013, I never unsubscribed. Watching Shanes videos and yours have made me reevaluate my life. The way you talk about your anxiety and depression is EXACTLY how I am. I'm 30 years old, I know exactly what your saying about not being able to talk about things. I'm crying... you're like the best friend that I never had as lame as that sounds.

  • Kiki Kyami
    Kiki Kyami 3 hours ago

    I knew 'of' you, but I've never been a subscriber so far. but I love this new 'human' bunny. you're not wacky 24/7, nobody is, that's exhausting. I think being a healthy amount of honest and vulnerable with your audience is the exact right thing to do for you right now. as an outside occasional viewer, I am sometimes a little daunted by the length of some of your videos. so I think getting a 2nd person involved to look at your content with you and maybe trim it a little is a great idea :) I'll definitely be checking in with you again, I recognize a lot of myself in you. we just gotta remember that not everybody is judging us all the time. good luck bunny :)

  • sofia's mine
    sofia's mine 3 hours ago

    I´m so thankful for you for going through very difficult situations for us to make us feel happy. I can´t thank you enough. : )

  • Angelinav1225
    Angelinav1225 3 hours ago

    I might not be popular on TVclip but I feel everything she is saying and went through the same things emotionally and mentally. I subscribed to her years ago but I always knew it was for a reason♥️

  • Sara Hevesi
    Sara Hevesi 3 hours ago

    Ahh Bunny! I also battle with always thinking that my best days are behind me . I’ve never heard someone our age admit that . I think it’s one of my biggest struggles sometimes I feel like all my friends lives are moving forward (getting married , getting engaged , getting pregnant , having kids ) and I just feel like I’m stagnant still single , just working and alone . Love you and wish you the best

  • Ino ry
    Ino ry 3 hours ago

    be good to yourself and do what makes you happy. If you always keep thinking about that you best days are gone... that's not true. Find out what makes you happy and work with this :D it doesn't matter what it is. people like to see who you are. No matter if its tears. You can do it and make the upcomming years your best years ! don't stay in the past, the future is all yours ! go for it x) (oh and... keeping things in.. isn't always the best :D). I also think that you should take you time, you don't need to upload every day. Put quality over quantity >v< and most important - don't pressure youself !

  • Gabby Garza
    Gabby Garza 3 hours ago

    So happy for you Bunny!! I’ve been here since the early grav3yard girl and I’ve gotten to see you grow and find yourself. Your channel was the first one I subscribed to and I have never regretted it:) I have always watched your videos when I was down and needed a laugh or even to just escape the stress of daily life. You deserve the best and seeing all your collabs makes me so so happy for you. I love seeing the true raw side of you cause it feels like we’re just hanging out and talking together as the swamp fam. Seeing the series with Shane made me love you even more. I don’t think there’s a problem at all with showing your luxuries that you worked so hard for. It’s actually very inspirational seeing that hard work and dedication truly pay off. However seeing that you also enjoy the old vintage stuff just makes you even more amazing. Never let hate comments get to you cause they’re not looking at the bigger picture and feel the need to bring others down to make themselves feel better. You don’t deserve that. Never forget that the swamp fam is here for you and loves you swamp queen❤️👸🏼🐊👑 love you Bunny!!!💕🐰🐊

  • Audrey Warren
    Audrey Warren 3 hours ago

    I admit I did stop watching your videos partially from my own being busy but also I did sense the lack of honesty but I love you and have come back and can’t wait to see what you come up with!!

    • Audrey Warren
      Audrey Warren 3 hours ago

      Also tbh personally I don’t care whether a video is “polished” or not, however I am excited to see new experimentation of videos! But don’t focus too hard on perfection or being polished either!

  • Billy Cooper
    Billy Cooper 3 hours ago

    Wtf is this?

  • Rainbow cutey girl OMG 101

    :)

  • Atalanta Olbrechts
    Atalanta Olbrechts 3 hours ago

    I really wanna come through the screen and hug you

  • Noctuary
    Noctuary 3 hours ago

    WE LOVE YOU BUNNY!

  • Dangerous Lirium
    Dangerous Lirium 3 hours ago

    Missing youuuuuuuuu

  • Stefanie Helm
    Stefanie Helm 3 hours ago

    I first started watching 7 years ago when I was in high school. I really liked you content but this last year felt my age group was no longer the target audience. So now at 24 it's hard to watch the same ol slime videos. You're unique and seeing unique videos is what people want

  • Supreme Gamer
    Supreme Gamer 3 hours ago

    Wtf is going on I am very late

  • Samael
    Samael 3 hours ago

    I came back.

  • Alyssa Dusoe
    Alyssa Dusoe 4 hours ago

    I know what it feels like, I have been there and sadly back to that same narrative. Stay strong girlie!

  • Fluffy husky Vids
    Fluffy husky Vids 4 hours ago

    hey bunny, just subscribed. i watched the series with shane and i felt guilty for not subscribing.
    hope you get all the love and support on youtube. bye

  • Zinc Well
    Zinc Well 4 hours ago

    I wish you hadn't cut out so much of you crying and talking. I'd have loved to have heard what you had to say while being so open and raw. I love that you're feeling like you can be more you again on this channel. :-) xxx

  • Nirvair Jagdeep
    Nirvair Jagdeep 4 hours ago +1

    What’s Trending. Anyone?

  • Cem Altan
    Cem Altan 4 hours ago

    isnt that the rescued girl that homeless before

  • Mary Angel
    Mary Angel 5 hours ago

    You look great... like the weight of the world is off of you! Glad it was such a positive experience for you! 😊😚

  • Laura Thrifty & Frugal

    Love u bunny. Would never leave. You do you.

  • Andie Longphee
    Andie Longphee 5 hours ago

    You could feel like the last year you had checked out from the bunny I knew. I loved when you just made a video just cause. I have always loved you and just know some of us are gonna always be here ❤️

  • Taylor Marie
    Taylor Marie 5 hours ago

    I love you Bunny I’ve been with you since you started Ive never left you An I never will if I could give you a hug I would I don’t like seeing you cry but I know that the future holds so much for you 💕💕

  • Kunt Face The Destroyer

    XDDDD

  • Rachel Priddis
    Rachel Priddis 6 hours ago

    I like "Does This Thing Really Work", "Swamp Family Mail", unboxings, etc. But your right, don't do too much of one thing in a month. Do a Swamp Family soon. I haven't sent you anything but I like to see what others send.

  • musicluver9154
    musicluver9154 6 hours ago

    So excited for you 💕

  • Taryn River
    Taryn River 6 hours ago

    Can I ask you an odd question can you do a tutorial on how you crimp your hair cause I’m kindof obsessed with the 1990’s/2000’s crimpy waves you’ve got 😊😊😊

  • Annelise Sterling
    Annelise Sterling 6 hours ago

    I love you so much, Bunny! I don't normally comment on your videos because I never really thought you'd see it, but since we're going to be exploring your channel together, I will also commit myself to commenting more often. I've been subscribed for a few years now; I gotta start commenting more! Looking forward to the next couple months of exploring with you 😁

  • Ciara Staunton
    Ciara Staunton 6 hours ago +1

    This is the most amazing video I’ve ever seen❤️ I’m literally crying😢 we love you so much and support your every move😍 I just wanna say well done, the swamp family is back in business🐊💜

  • Greisha Stone
    Greisha Stone 6 hours ago

    💕💕💕im glad your being your self 💕💕💕

  • MissGingerSnap
    MissGingerSnap 6 hours ago

    I love you bunny. Stay strong.

  • purplepixie00
    purplepixie00 6 hours ago

    Sending you lots of hugs and support!

  • amymarie5112
    amymarie5112 6 hours ago

    Im so incredibly happy to see you getting better in your mental health and your outlook on everything. Ive always loved you as a person and its wonderful to see this new side of you. Always proud to be a member of the swamp family. We are here for you! God Bless you and your family.

  • Isabelle
    Isabelle 7 hours ago

    We love you Bunny ❤❤

  • Sarah Mustang
    Sarah Mustang 7 hours ago

    I love you so much. I’ve been watching you since I was 13. I’m 18 now.

  • Di heart Drums
    Di heart Drums 7 hours ago

    You are soo helping me right now. Big big hugs we really do love you sweety

  • Chloe Snelling
    Chloe Snelling 7 hours ago

    I may not ever leave comments but I watch all ypur videos. And I have for years! I'm so sorry youve been going through all these emotional things. I'm glad youve got your personal mojo back!! We love you Bunny❤❤

  • Candice B
    Candice B 7 hours ago

    my heart goes out to you, bunny. I am a new subscriber, I'll admit coming over from Shane's channel but I stay because I love your energy and I'm one of the subscribers who is looking forward to this new you! I love your stories, I'm looking forward to seeing you open up. You have a huge platform to spread your voice and experiences, use it girl! Love you keep doing you

  • Tori Jane
    Tori Jane 7 hours ago

    I've been subscribed since 2014 and I'm so happy you're back!

  • greatgamer38
    greatgamer38 7 hours ago

    uggl

  • Lilli an
    Lilli an 7 hours ago

    Hey Bunny. Im new as your subscriber, I didnt know you before but hey, you were actually still getting pretty good views.

  • Black Rock Shooter
    Black Rock Shooter 7 hours ago

    never left and always here ♡♡♡

  • Fanny Poulsen
    Fanny Poulsen 7 hours ago

  • Ashley Austin
    Ashley Austin 7 hours ago

    I saw your collab with Shane and seeing this video makes me smile! I can relate to so much of what you said and I'm SO glad that things finally feel like they're turning around for you. :) I'm so happy for you. You go, girl!
    We're kind of on the same wavelength a little bit. Like, the part about being more open and vulnerable and putting ourselves "out there" in a new way. I actually just started a youtube channel for like, supportive and encouraging messages, and I was SO SCARED to do it with all the worried thoughts like you were talking about. But I have tried not to let it hold me back and just go for it, like you did, and my response (though smaller than yours hahahaha) has been pretty positive too!
    it's awesome to see I'm not the only one going through this kind of transformation. Phew!
    Best of luck, my friend. I really hope that you feel more fulfilled and alive, going forward. Hugs!

  • Jodi Pingle
    Jodi Pingle 7 hours ago

    ❤️

  • Melanie Swansburg
    Melanie Swansburg 7 hours ago

    I know I don't comment very often but I have never subscribed from you. I live in Florida and everytime I see your Snapchat of you being at Disney I'm always jealous bc it's always when I can't got and try to run into you there lol. You're an amazing person inside and out!!!!!!

  • Brooke Hurteau
    Brooke Hurteau 7 hours ago

    I believe that everybody comes to a certain point in their life where they really have to dig deep and find themselves and do what truly makes them happy. Especially when someone's depressed or has a lot going on in their life it just feels easy/good to pretend to everyone else that you're okay when in reality you're not. Coming forward and being honest is what everyone needs especially being honest to yourself. You can only hold so much inside until you hit a certain point like now. We love you bunny and we hope you find yourself. Swamp fam for life ❤

  • Yoon YeoMyung
    Yoon YeoMyung 7 hours ago

    I need that Gucci fan.

  • Skye Shelsher
    Skye Shelsher 8 hours ago

    Bunny. I know this time for you must be so daunting. Knowing that you are on your way to being the best version of you. I myself am finding myself again and I’ve been given some advice that has stuck with me and I think it’ll help you too. Try and speak to yourself the way you would speak to your friend or your partner. Take time to stop that inner critic you have. And lastly, work in inch pebbles not milestones. You’ll get where you want to be and it doesn’t matter how long it takes, just be true to yourself and celebrate the wins. We are all here for you. Xx

  • Katie Lyerly
    Katie Lyerly 8 hours ago

    Wait what happened?

  • Bailey Cassandra
    Bailey Cassandra 8 hours ago

    I love you bunny!!! It’s so awesome to see you finally able to be honest and to talk to us. I used to watch every video, but for a while I stopped watching (TVclip in general not just you). I’m so glad that I rediscovered you and that you are excited to make videos again! I can’t wait for all the videos to come and to get to know more and more about you!

  • heidi rios
    heidi rios 8 hours ago

    Also, I think you should hire someone at least part time, to sift through the hateful/useless comments,& only share with you helpful/constructive/useful comments and information.

  • heidi rios
    heidi rios 8 hours ago

    Also, follow your heart, I LOVE ALL 90’s stuff! That being said, I understand you wanting to mix it up to keep things fresh.

  • Sher Ahmed
    Sher Ahmed 8 hours ago

    We love you bunny,we will never EVER leave you!I've been watching you for over 3-4 years now and you're still the best!💖💖💖💖💖🙌🙌🙌

  • heidi rios
    heidi rios 8 hours ago

    I’m new to the swamp family! I really want to leave you a message, but I’m so busy watching all of your videos from oldest to newest that I haven’t sat down and thought about what I want to say to you. But once I feel like I’m ready to come to a stopping point, (don’t know when that will be!) I want to sit down and express to you properly how much I appreciate you and your videos,And what they mean to me and how they’ve already affected me so deeply. Well, I guess I just DID express it..ha! Well, I’ll be commenting way more as well. Just know, you are loved. By friends old AND new. 💖💖💖💖

  • Morgan Hull
    Morgan Hull 8 hours ago

    Grav3yardgirl always known this quote from mr. rogers its you like because the only person stopping you from being yourself is you.

  • Nadia Burke
    Nadia Burke 8 hours ago

    My mum and I watched you before bed every night for years, I’m not sure how we stopped watching, but I’m so glad to be back and to see this from you. The series with Shane was mind blowing.
    You’re certainly your own worst enemy Bunny, but I’m glad to see you take that wall down. Depression and anxiety is tough & I couldn’t even imagine having to deal with it in the public eye as well. You are such an inspiration. Love you so much ❤️
    #swampfam

  • Stephanie Large
    Stephanie Large 8 hours ago

    I am glad to see you back! I left because the cute funny cartoonish Bunny was the only person we saw. That with chronic unboxings just got to be so over done. An audience wants to relate with who they are watching and I know all I felt like I was seeing an actor on screen full time. Hope things continue looking up from here!

  • amzyb_x
    amzyb_x 8 hours ago

    Babeeees you deserve a second chance, you are amazing and i am fully back to your channel. I love you, and i understand exactly what was happening to you but we are all ready to see you come back again. Thankyou💗

  • Rachel Troop
    Rachel Troop 8 hours ago

    I never left your channel. but youtube seems to like delete my sub to you . So like every month i have to resub to your channel.

  • Heather H
    Heather H 8 hours ago

    Bunny you are truly amazing. ❤️

  • sena brat
    sena brat 9 hours ago

    Slayyyyyyy donnt worry i just clicked sub ❤❤❤

  • Laurie Koger
    Laurie Koger 9 hours ago

    Bunny be careful make sure your not just being views for someone else's channel dont do what your not comfortable doing sometimes people can seem like they are your friend but really out for their own game. Your true subscribers are still here we are still behind you 1000% but be careful please who you trust my intuition is telling me that you maybe taken advantage of to boost someone else's channel

  • Артём Ротачёв

    Даунита блять

  • Stary Bunny
    Stary Bunny 9 hours ago

    5:00 am in the morning wayching this....glad you're back bunny.

  • Teacher Rose
    Teacher Rose 9 hours ago

    I'm from the Philippines. Please be strong...YOU ARE AWESOME!!! YOU ARE AWESOME!!!

  • Amber Power
    Amber Power 9 hours ago

    Ohemgeez I'm crying happy tears for you.

  • Reign Delacore
    Reign Delacore 9 hours ago +2

    As much as I understand what you're saying a really hard time following this because I don't have any experience with being a TVclip Star.

  • Crystal Sard
    Crystal Sard 9 hours ago

    I would love it if you vlogged occasionally and showed your day to day life.

  • Alex Ruelas
    Alex Ruelas 9 hours ago

    That face tho

  • Alex Ruelas
    Alex Ruelas 9 hours ago

    Red neck

  • xrcrx ftfghjg
    xrcrx ftfghjg 9 hours ago

    your problem is
    Stop worrying what ppl think. You can't control what ppl think.

  • Poutipou
    Poutipou 10 hours ago

    we are back!! I'm sorry I left too. trust me we won't again ❤️

  • Dija X
    Dija X 10 hours ago

    Stop Crying and keep do videos.

  • werewolfbitevictim
    werewolfbitevictim 10 hours ago

    Bunny, I found you on TVclip years ago and have been subscribed since. I love how unique your channel was and though I haven't watched all of your videos I really feel loved by your channel and like I belong. I am probably to blame for low counts because i'll go away for a bit, then binge like 5-10 of your videos. I just watched Shane's series and I wish I could reach through the screen and give you a hug. I am glad you are re-emerging like a phoenix, and cannot wait to see your future content. Please don't feel you have to put a brave face on for us. To be Honest, I loved your make up vid, and your thrift store hauls. all your vintage series and new content like this.

  • Julie Fanelli
    Julie Fanelli 10 hours ago

    I loved seeing this bunny... i got tired of the trying to hard bunny the face pulling n tryna be funny... u got this now hunni letss keep it up

  • Winner _hb
    Winner _hb 10 hours ago

    Hope you are happy bunny!

  • Roy James
    Roy James 10 hours ago

    Do a Q&A

  • Jay
    Jay 11 hours ago

    A returning fan here - I love you so much Bunny, I'm so happy you had that wake up call you really needed! Proud of you!!

  • Karen Farquhar
    Karen Farquhar 11 hours ago

    I admit I left because of the daily 'does this thing really work?' and kid's toys unboxing videos. It was just too much for me, personally. But I'm back! ❤️