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  • Published on Jan 6, 2019
  • Thumbs up for a beautiful 2019💙
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    Hello beauties :) Happy new year!! I hope everyone enjoyed their time off to celebrate the holidays. I know I've been MIA for a little bit now so I wanted to update you on what's been going on in my life. It felt really good to sit down and film for you guys today. I will be filming tomorrow as well :) Please comment below and let me know what you want to see this year! I have lots of fun ideas but I always love hearing your suggestions. Also! If anyone has any amazing books they recommend let me know. I would love to check them out. LOVE YOU MUFFINS! XOXO Carli
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    Books I’m reading currently:
    Year of Yes by Shonda Rhimes
    Journey to the Heart by Melody Beattie
    A new Earth by Eckhart Tolle
    Books I’ve read and will reread forever
    The four agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz
    The untethered soul by Michael Singer
    The surrender experiment by Michael Singer
    Seay of the soul by Gary Zukav
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  • Carli Bybel
    Carli Bybel  5 months ago +2501

    Sending so much love your way 🌊💙

    • Christina Gee
      Christina Gee 2 months ago

      Carli Bybel I am so sorry you went through a breakup. They ALWAYS suck, regardless of the situation. You are an EXTREMELY STRONG, INDEPENDENT, and BEAUTIFUL human being from the inside out! I truly believe that you were blessed with your beautiful looks because your soul is so beautiful too! You talked about how we grow the most when we go through hard times and that is THE TRUTH..... I went through something HORRIBLE 5 years ago and I thought I would NEVER be the same, but in the end it made me stronger. Due to making it through what I did I got a tattoo on my ribs that says, “STRENGTH IS WHAT WE GAIN FROM THE MADNESS WE SURVIVE”. That quote is SO TRUE. You keep doing you and staying strong love, you have a wonderful family and all of your fans and followers that love and support you as well. I will be keeping you and your family in my prayers. I think that this entire situation will allow you to grow and learn more about yourself then you ever thought you could. Love you girl, we are all here to support and lift you up! ❤️💋

    • Bella Laveaux
      Bella Laveaux 3 months ago

      Carli Bybel hadn't seen ur videos in a very long time and today bam I was drawn to this one and omg did I need it when u said u sage and ur meditation etc I was like it was meant for me to be here bc I been struggling so much with everything been trying to get my TVclip to a certain level after taking so many breaks due to life and it's so hard and I just had a baby ..finances and health issues it's been so tough thank u for being transparent during this video

    • SJ
      SJ 3 months ago

      Book I recommend is the Holy Bible because a lot of what your doing is witchcraft and you need Jesus to save u before it gets out of hand. God bless you Carli!

    • Nadra. M
      Nadra. M 3 months ago

      Stunning

    • Zahra Ali
      Zahra Ali 4 months ago

      Vanity shall b your downfall

  • Veda Fanning
    Veda Fanning 9 days ago

    I love the way u used blue on the bottom to contrast the shirt and your blue eyes !!

  • Andre Phyo
    Andre Phyo 12 days ago

    James Charles ? Not really honey

  • florencia albarracin
    florencia albarracin 13 days ago

    I usually never comment but seeing u evolve and go through/share something that’s not as glamorous grounds me more and makes me appreciate u and realize ur human too. Ur such an inspiration and role model. Keep growing, wishing the best for u.

  • Ashley Cahill
    Ashley Cahill 27 days ago

    Hey Carli,
    I have to admit- it's been a little longer than I'd like to acknowledge that I've watched a video of yours. I've always been a little muffin of yours and supported you but recently my days on TVclip have been a little slimmer and have consisted mostly of random nonsense here and there. But something earlier made me click one of your videos and three videos later here I am, watching this video that I literally couldn't have watched at a better time.. I've had so much going on since this year has started and it's been overwhelming in a way. And I don't even know where to begin. I just feel so broken sometimes (like now for example) where I feel like nothing will make it feel better. But then I catch myself and here I am watching this. Anyway I know this is irrelevant to you and you probably won't see this anyway but I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for being you and for your kind and inspirational words- now and in all of your intros. I'm grateful for you and your words and genuine personality. Maybe someday I'll be lucky enough to meet you and thank you in person 😋
    Thanks girl. Hope you're doing good, I know your high via internet helped me.
    Much love,
    Ashley ❤️

  • Stella R
    Stella R Month ago

    I came back to watch this video bc I need this energy rn. I appreciate how vulnerable you made yourself in this video!! ❤️

  • Sukhmanpreet Hunjan

    Yup hell is a better place for u

  • Sukhmanpreet Hunjan

    Your soul

  • Jen DeValencia
    Jen DeValencia Month ago

    Girl you will find someone waaay better trust me but I think it's best not to be a hopeless romantic because you will get hurt easily by the wrong guys. Men can be really dumb not realizing who they have you are beautiful, successful, kind and sweet. It's his loss...

  • Maria Quintero
    Maria Quintero Month ago

    Can you please do a review on brushes

  • Corruption Abduction

    From the thumbnail I really thought you were doing a young Elizabeth Taylor look!

  • Mikoto Chenmai
    Mikoto Chenmai 2 months ago +1

    Carlis the reason why I'm okay with being single LOL

  • Gizem Can
    Gizem Can 2 months ago

    I'd recommend Brene Brown's books like "The gifts of imperfections", "Daring greatly", "Rising strong", etc. I think you'd also like "the things you can only see when you slow down".

  • Nurashikin Azmi
    Nurashikin Azmi 2 months ago

    💙💙💙💙💙

  • Morgan KG
    Morgan KG 2 months ago

    Carli! You are amazing! I’ve been watching you since 2012, I can’t believe it’s been that long. I hope you are well!!

  • Morgan KG
    Morgan KG 2 months ago

    The rain is soooo soothing! Love it!

  • Kendall d'Oliveira
    Kendall d'Oliveira 2 months ago

    everybody, always by bob goff

  • Amy-Beth Taylor
    Amy-Beth Taylor 2 months ago

    We love you honey ❤🌸. Spend a lot of time with friends and family. And do what you love, no need for a slump. Just remember how many people support you and love you. I literally can't say it enough 🤗❤🌸😘. Enjoy your fresh start! 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

  • Lindsay Jones
    Lindsay Jones 2 months ago

    Obsessed with this eye look! I’m definitely gonna attempt to recreate!

  • laura trejo
    laura trejo 2 months ago

    Sweetie pie! Quit being depressed God will send the right people. Accept it and move forward!

    • laura trejo
      laura trejo 2 months ago

      @Amy Clements true! But it worked for me.

    • Amy Clements
      Amy Clements 2 months ago

      "Quit being depressed" Yeah, I bet people with depression have never tried THAT before...

  • Dessy E.
    Dessy E. 2 months ago

    Blue like jazz by Donald Miller

  • jellytots88
    jellytots88 2 months ago

    Best plan for yourself after any miserable lifetime event, is to help others, spent time with animals (purity, love and no bs) and to travel 💙 go on girl, you got this. X

  • Marijana Jelen
    Marijana Jelen 2 months ago

    Dear Carli, I've been watching your videos for quite a while now and just wanted to say THANK YOU for spreading so much love and positivity

  • Joanna Alvarado
    Joanna Alvarado 2 months ago

    Jay Shetty former monk so insightful check out his you tube channel, another insightful you tube channel is School of life and “Women who love too much” Amazing (book) has helped me through so much in life.

  • Joanna Alvarado
    Joanna Alvarado 2 months ago

    Beautiful soul🙏🏻

  • Deanna Vasquez
    Deanna Vasquez 2 months ago +1

    Thank Carli!! I like your attitude! I have the same type of way of looking at things it’s hard to find people who can see the good!

  • Jennifer Knox
    Jennifer Knox 2 months ago

    I think you are very brave talking about your struggles. Good for you😎
    I love your makeup tutorials! Keep your head up💙
    Plz do a oval brush set tutorial 😀

  • Nadra. M
    Nadra. M 3 months ago

    Trop belle

  • Bella Laveaux
    Bella Laveaux 3 months ago

    Carli Bybel hadn't seen ur videos in a very long time and today bam I was drawn to this one and omg did I need it when u said u sage and ur meditation etc I was like it was meant for me to be here bc I been struggling so much with everything been trying to get my TVclip to a certain level after taking so many breaks due to life and it's so hard and I just had a baby ..finances and health issues it's been so tough thank u for being transparent during this video

  • Rosaura Ramirez
    Rosaura Ramirez 3 months ago

    I'm 9 and I love your channel. My mom is obsessed with you and your makeup you are so humble and amazing I just wish you a happy new year and keep up the good work with your TVclip channel can you try to do a Q&A video like if you agree

  • elohel
    elohel 3 months ago

    Your body is nice but you really aren’t that pretty.

  • Mirella Derungs
    Mirella Derungs 3 months ago

    Carli I know you uploaded this a few months ago but I hope you are feeling better. I had a very toxic relationship which ended in 2017 thankfully. You are a BOSS such a beautiful and strong woman, don't accept anything less than you deserve! I am now dating someone who appreciates me and truly loves me. Get rid of people with bad energy. I admire you so much for how far you've come in life. Wish I could hug you and eat some ice cream. God bless you

  • Thalia Riquelme
    Thalia Riquelme 3 months ago

    Bombbb🔥🔥🔥

  • Mz Josi
    Mz Josi 3 months ago

    This color blue is soooo beautiful!!!
    Love your channel 👍👍♥️

  • Pioneer7
    Pioneer7 3 months ago

    Hi Carli. Give the Bible a try. Read it with an open mind. God is what you are really searching for and only He can fill the emptiness within. The Bible is the word of God. It changed my life.

  • Rachael Martin
    Rachael Martin 3 months ago +1

    Thank you so much. Everything you said was exactly what I needed to hear ❤

  • ashley lynch
    ashley lynch 3 months ago

    You found the Fiona stiles foundation?!! I’ve been SEARCHING! Ugh. It’s a Walmart link is it genuine Fiona stiles ?

  • Petra Magic
    Petra Magic 3 months ago

    I hope you'll good now.

  • Elisabeth Hunter
    Elisabeth Hunter 3 months ago

    Bright pink

  • kominam Hajar
    kominam Hajar 3 months ago

    How could someone break up with such a beautiful human with a beautiful soul 😢

  • Perla Fernandez
    Perla Fernandez 3 months ago

    Finally the carli we know is coming back 💕💕

  • Perla Fernandez
    Perla Fernandez 3 months ago

    You look happier

  • Saraniya Parthipan
    Saraniya Parthipan 3 months ago

    Hugs babe 🤗🤗🤗🤗😘❤️

  • Erica Hajek
    Erica Hajek 3 months ago

    And if you don’t have time to read there an ongoing podcast on Oprah’s Super Soul Conversations! It’s a life changer right up your alley!

  • Erica Hajek
    Erica Hajek 3 months ago

    Eckhart Tolle’s books are amazing!

  • Kayla Wing
    Kayla Wing 3 months ago

    So happy to see get ready with me’s coming back! I miss them! ❤️ you

  • loretta howe
    loretta howe 3 months ago

    Wait she doesn’t use concealer under the brows? Not being judgy or anything I just am trying to switch up my makeup routine and I really like hers

  • Keshawna Thompson
    Keshawna Thompson 3 months ago

    The Four agreements by Miguel Ruiz

  • Mariem Elhadji
    Mariem Elhadji 3 months ago

    She sound like Ariana

  • RB. Cooks
    RB. Cooks 3 months ago

    Do you have a tutorial for the hair you have here? Carlibybel? 😍

  • Melissa
    Melissa 3 months ago

    What's up with all the bible thumpers! 🤮

  • Nuren Wahid
    Nuren Wahid 3 months ago

    you should read "the power of now "-by Eckhart Tolle

  • Zahrah Begum
    Zahrah Begum 3 months ago

    I know I’m late but just wanted to let you know that you are one of the most strongest woman I know and you can get through anything. We are all here for you when ever you need us. Love you loads Beauty Queen xxx

  • Jomayra Mendez
    Jomayra Mendez 3 months ago +1

    I’ve been following you since 2010. He’s out there. You’re awesome. Do your thing Carli, he will come when it’s right. Don’t worry you don’t want him to come too early and trust that he won’t be too late.

  • amani Ibrahim
    amani Ibrahim 3 months ago

    where did you get the shirt.. ugh love it

  • Skylah Graham
    Skylah Graham 4 months ago

    This gives me Pocahontas vibes ♥️

  • Querina Duan
    Querina Duan 4 months ago

    Carli, I love and adore you. A vacation for the refresher and the perspective is always great. Joel Osteen says, "Your greatest accomplishments and blessings are always yet to come." And it reminds me that God (or whatever higher power you believe in) always has a plan for us beyond our wildest dreams. I think one of my favorite books is The Power of Intention by Wayne Dyer if you haven't read that yet. Basically, it's about learning to harness and focus your intention and willpower and using affirmations as a tool. Extremely transformative in resetting or building inner dialogue. I absolutely agree, 2019 better watch out for the both of us. I have arrived in many ways this year!

  • Stephanie LipstickStoner

    LOVE THIS LOOK!

  • Josselin Rodriguez
    Josselin Rodriguez 4 months ago

    not to be negative but thats karma

  • Sofie Sofia
    Sofie Sofia 4 months ago

    U deserve to be happy Carli ^^ wish you all the best

  • Sofie Sofia
    Sofie Sofia 4 months ago

    Such things happens we love and we break up and life goes on ... but the important is to don't let as such things to kill the vibes in our life

  • Yana's World
    Yana's World 4 months ago

    I understood one thing! My career won’t wake up one day and won’t say I don’t love you anymore.

  • Lahelle Raib
    Lahelle Raib 4 months ago

    i like blue 😍💙💙💙💙💙💙

  • Lahelle Raib
    Lahelle Raib 4 months ago

    😍💙💙💙

  • L S
    L S 4 months ago +10

    It was so obvious that guy was not genuine or into YOU. It was so obvious you need to be in a relationship. I dont think you are a romantic tbh. I think you are emotionally dependent. Please be alone for a while. I ended a engsgement (i was with him for 4 years.) I have been enjoying my single life sooooo much. I want to be single for a year before i ever get into a relationship

  • Jasmine Jugmohan
    Jasmine Jugmohan 4 months ago

    I will be checking out that pallet and book soon.

  • Jasmine Jugmohan
    Jasmine Jugmohan 4 months ago

    Thank you Carli this is exactly what i needed to see right now.

  • S R
    S R 4 months ago

    BEAUTIFUL as always! Keep on smiling ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Samii
    Samii 4 months ago +2

    Love those little quotes at the beginning 💕

  • madam lynéSA
    madam lynéSA 4 months ago

    I have been single fr a year n 3 months i dont even want to start dating cause my last one was a serial cheater...n we dated fr 4 years and wats worse he knew i came frm a bad break up with my ex fiance cause he hurt me but i said this time im focusing on me first...cause im tired of heartbreak so you not the only one..i even lost my mum after we broke up so fr me im calling this my healing stage. ☺☺😚😚😚much love.

  • Chastity Montanez
    Chastity Montanez 4 months ago

    So awesome I’ve been watching you for years so Godbless oxoxo 💙💙

  • Alyson Turner
    Alyson Turner 4 months ago

    From the bottom of my heart Thank you sooo much Carli for everything you do for us! Your book recommendations especially. You're sweet 😘❤️ very much a genuine caring thoughtful woman who shares creative process of getting ready for date, work, fun, party, vacation and giving more depth into your personal life! Make up is Life! Hugely totally but life isn't all makeup... Behind or under the foundation is charming big hearted authenticity! Definition of the realness babe love you lots

  • Marilyn Johnson
    Marilyn Johnson 4 months ago

    Carli, as a momma and grandma, I have seen a lot in my lifetime, experienced much, and above all LEARNED! Unfortunately wisdom only comes with age and as the old story goes, if I knew then what I know now.........Well..........I probably wouldn’t change very much because everything in life has brought me to today and I’m blessed. So continue to pick yourself up and walk forward. Believe me when I say, from what I see, you’re doing a wonderful job!

  • iris valles
    iris valles 4 months ago

    We adore you ! And I can see how much you heart is hurting I’m sorry ! Thing didn’t work out but you are a talented beautiful soul ! I promise it will get better ! I was crying my eyes out!

  • Universe Is mine
    Universe Is mine 4 months ago

    The power of now by Eckhart Tolle is a wonderful book, as well as Ask and it is given by Abraham/Esther Hicks.
    🙏 you’re wonderful, beautiful spirit!

  • Marbella lopez
    Marbella lopez 4 months ago

    Hi girl i know exactly what your going through right now! I have been in your situation before , but really believe me pain hurts but it will Not last forever one day you will wake up and realize how happy you are being single but being just you! You are a great women with a great heart! And so beautiful! Focus on the things that make you happy! And just focus on the positive things in life! And go out girl go out a lot! Keep it up girly you can do it! God will be there with you! He always will! 😍😘😘😘

  • PositiveMinded
    PositiveMinded 4 months ago

    Writing down to let the universe know about ur wishes is a good thing.
    I heard this somewhere but forgot about it completely. Thank you for reminding! I need to do that, very badly

  • Miss Jacklyne
    Miss Jacklyne 4 months ago

    Wow this was the exact same thing I went through exactly how you explained it and 2019 I feel so good about it

  • Maria Schoenecker
    Maria Schoenecker 4 months ago

    u are def. my fav!!!! sending u great vibes!!

  • Rachel Thomas
    Rachel Thomas 4 months ago

    You are such a beautiful person inside and out 💗💗

  • Tara Sloan
    Tara Sloan 4 months ago +5

    I have been alone for about 7 months. My husband left me for another woman. I understand where you are coming from. Learning to be alone after a breakup is really hard. I think I paced the house for the first few months. I lost 30 lbs in like 3 months.

    • Fireblue
      Fireblue 4 months ago +3

      I hope you will feel better ❤❤

  • Sarahhh5407
    Sarahhh5407 4 months ago

    You should make a tutorial of tips when doing someone else’s make up. You may have one but I haven’t seen it. I’m doing my future sister in law’s make up for her wedding. I’ve done other people make up plenty of times but Im feeling the added pressure of making her look “perfect” for her big day.
    Thanks, xoxo

  • Ginger Jordan
    Ginger Jordan 4 months ago

    You should do a collab with James Charles

  • Taylor Yasmine
    Taylor Yasmine 4 months ago

    This is why I love you so much cause you’re so real and honest I’m grateful for you love you😘❤️

  • AYA
    AYA 4 months ago

    This was so beautiful, its funny how I started going back to your old videos and almost felt bad because I wasn't seeing the vibrant Carli, I thought you may have just changed/lost yourself, but you're strong. Also this is the time when Ive become very independent, working on building my career (while hiding it from my family, trying to make peace with them), trying to find my peace, trying to understand that I cant save everyone (also my grandmother who raised me is terminally ill) and the guy I love I had to let go of, it's a lot of letting go and things I'm going through and you mentioning going through it to is almost a calming force and just shows life really does just happen and theres always going to be a brighter time. Im sending you love and I pray you find the peace in your thoughts,life and solitude and that this low makes the highs that are coming your way so well cherished and show you undeniably the reason as to why you were put in this planet.

  • Julie Regine
    Julie Regine 4 months ago

    where did you move to?? do a new house tour!!

  • Nahrin Z
    Nahrin Z 4 months ago

    I have been where you are right now and trust me when I say that you are actually in an amazing place now. This is exactly what you should be doing after these past two relationships: focusing on you. I was in a five year relationship throughout all of college, didn't learn to be on my own at all. That breakup was definitely hard and led me to rushing into a relationship with the next boyfriend, which ended badly after one year. Then I finally took time for myself, traveled the world with friends, continued dating, but didn't rush into anything at all. I started new hobbies and didn't settle for any relationship less than what I deserved. Two years of being single and then one day, it happened so effortlessly. I found the man that was literally made for me and I get to marry him in 6 months. You're a strong, beautiful, and smart girl, Carli. Don't settle for anyone who doesn't treat you like the queen that you are.
    Also, I love how you make contouring your nose look so easy with that Tarte slenderizer. I just bought it and can't wait to try it! Thanks for sharing the link

  • Yana Chetri
    Yana Chetri 4 months ago

    Missed you so much. You look amazin as always 😘

  • Anusha Hodizoda
    Anusha Hodizoda 4 months ago

    Thanks for your video. Heave a break. Have you heard of working holiday visa for Australia and New Zealand? Your have 22 +/- months to apply for that visa. Go away, you'll meet a lot of nice people. I went trough the same period of my life. It was terrible but travelling has cleared my head and I've met the love of my life.

  • ayame 吹雪
    ayame 吹雪 4 months ago

    Happy New Year, Carli. I'm looking forward to your growth and happiness this 2019.

  • Markeima
    Markeima 4 months ago

    You’re such s Libra ♎️ I love it & you! Sending positive vibes babe ❤️❤️❤️

  • Andrea Villanueva
    Andrea Villanueva 4 months ago

    Tiny beautiful things and wild by Cheryl strayed! 💕

  • Kelsey Pak
    Kelsey Pak 4 months ago

    this reminds me of like pocahontas glam lol

  • Adrian Paul
    Adrian Paul 4 months ago

    Love you babes

  • Karen Dixon
    Karen Dixon 4 months ago

    I wondered if that had happened.. Well so sorry..it is difficult.😞 I'm also wondering about your sister.. she has not been on her channel for 5 months and she said she was having mouth surgery? Can you say anything like she is recovering? 💗💗💗

  • Kiana Dorce
    Kiana Dorce 4 months ago

    Love you carli

  • Anna Sulca
    Anna Sulca 4 months ago +1

    I love you carli you so cute you the best I here from you I your big fam I wish the best I love your cAt 🐱🐱🐱🐱

  • Aamna javed
    Aamna javed 4 months ago

    your advices made my day :) Thankyou so much

  • suma mat
    suma mat 4 months ago

    Hey carli no matter what we do in hard tyms we still feel a bit of void. Im a muslim woman and i would like you to take a look into the holy quran and read a chapter of it. "Verily in the remembrance of God do the hearts find rest"-Quraan...This world is temporary and hard for us all...thats y paradise exists...life is a test..."We(God) have created life and death to see who is good in deeds".."their reward will be paradise underneath which rivers flow"...please read the Holy quran and listen to the true unaltered words of our Creator..Allah

  • Ammara Akhtar
    Ammara Akhtar 4 months ago

    oh it was so sad gloomy inspirational video