I Am In Love With My Cousin

  • Published on Apr 28, 2019
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    Hey there! My name is Anna and there is one thing you should know about me. I’m going through the toughest period of my adolescence now, which is naturally called unrequited love. How is it any different from any of yours? Well, I’m in love with my cousin.
    Here is Jeff, my crush. My mom married my step-father a few years ago, and Jeff is his nephew. So now he is also my cousin, or as I would rather say, my step-cousin. So, you see there are no blood ties here. You might say that there are no problems then, but there are. First of all, Jeff is like 16 years older than me and I doubt that he perceives me as a woman at all. I mean, for him I'm still a child, at 14 years old. But even this is not the biggest deal in this whole situation.
    Everything began a year ago. It was my step-dad’s 50th birthday and the whole family gathered together for the celebration. This was also a chance to meet all the relatives from both sides of the family, because my parents never had an actual wedding, so there were plenty of new family members that I’d never actually met before. Jeff was one of them. He grabbed my attention from literally the first second. For me, being a really affectionate person, it really was a love-crush at first sight. I couldn’t believe that he was that much older than me, because he looked really young. Nevertheless, we had some nice small talk, and after that party I could no longer make myself stop thinking about him.
    Of course, I friended him on every social network I could. But we haven’t chatted much, because of the age difference probably. But I liked and commented on every single photo from his page, and so did he. And my love was, like, getting more overwhelming from day to day. To be honest, I’d even started a diary to get my thoughts about him out of my head. I felt like I shouldn’t tell anybody about my love, as if I was on the verge of insanity or something. One part of me thought I might have been a freak to feel something like this toward my cousin. But the other part was encouraging me with the fact that we were not directly related, and this “step-” prefix calmed me down.
    Then my mom shared excellent news with me. Jeff was going to do some business in our city, and my parents kindly suggested that he stay with us at our big home. Everybody was happy: my step-dad was going to spend some time with his only nephew and Jeff was going to save some extra money on accommodations and food, but I was the happiest in this situation. You just can’t imagine how excited I was about sleeping under the same roof with him, or eating the same food while sitting next to each other and stuff. I had even gotten some money from parents to buy a couple of new outfits. I had to look perfect for him, you know.
    Everything was amazing when he came. He seemed to have become even taller and more handsome than he was before, and I felt like I was drowning in deep waters when he was telling us something about his job and life. I felt happy because he was near me, and worried at the same time, because I was too shy to show my affection for him. Once, I remember after dinner my mom asked me to clear the table and wash the dishes, and Jeff suddenly suggested that he would help. I was like, “Is it possible that he wants to be one on one with me?” Then all of a sudden I couldn't breathe and my heart seemed to stop beating. While doing our chore, he was asking me about my school, my friends, and my interests, and suddenly he asked if I had a boyfriend. My stomach twirled instantly and I almost dropped the dishes on the floor. I didn’t know how to react to that question, so I said, “No" of course, since I really had no boyfriend, but my face turned bright red.
    When Jeff left to go back home, I was on my own again with my love and my diary. I was filling it with hearts and stuff around his name, when I heard the phone ring. I heard how mom picked it up and understood that it was Jeff calling. I held my breath and began to listen to the conversation. When I heard mom hang up the phone, I felt almost a physical need to know why he called. I rushed to my mom and found her right away telling my step-dad that Jeff had called to say he was going to get married. I felt like the whole world had fallen on me. I yelled, “No!” as if I'd seen how someone was going to murder somebody. This reaction was too much, I knew it, but it wasn’t done on purpose. I ran back to my room and burst into tears. I couldn’t believe that he was going to marry someone else and I felt like I was betrayed or something.

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Comments • 16 975

    ACTUALLY HAPPENED  2 months ago +2591

    What should she do guys? How is it possible to survive all this and be able to look him in the eye again? We are looking forward to hearing your advice in the comments below this video. And feel free to subscribe to this channel.

    • Ernest Tam
      Ernest Tam 3 days ago

      I mean going past the family aspect you're still young. I think I've heard of experiences where there may be weird crushes but it's sort of a growing pain thing? Wait till you're older and meet someone who's not your family.

    • heid9720 heid9720
      heid9720 heid9720 4 days ago

      I need to tell my story

    • Animation station Quero
      Animation station Quero 6 days ago

      ACTUALLY HAPPENED here’s a thought don’t be a damn weirdo

    • Jian Mo
      Jian Mo 7 days ago +1

      Please give a good part 2

    • Sanjida Khan
      Sanjida Khan 7 days ago +1

      im gonna team up here. i used 2 like a guy who wasnt my age lets just say. i got found out, even by the guy i liked and it was really embarrassing. my point is that u shud know ur never alone. i say don't talk 2 him 4 a while and dont expect for everything 2 b natural. it will get better with time sweetheart. trust me. oh, and find some good friends who can help u. u can do it.

  • Mafer Zegarra
    Mafer Zegarra 24 minutes ago

    I’m sorry... but this is just hilarious

  • K
    K Hour ago

    shes 14 hes 30 wtf

  • liz
    liz 2 hours ago

    Girl u need serious help. GET OVER HIM tf

  • joya bendu
    joya bendu 2 hours ago


  • Tamara Lenore
    Tamara Lenore 2 hours ago

    This means there is probably something better for you even tho it doesn't feel that way right now. Trust me, something very similar happened to me.

  • Brooke Hill
    Brooke Hill 5 hours ago

    She trying to get him locked up

  • Sarah Uyiekpen
    Sarah Uyiekpen 5 hours ago

    Her: Jeff is 16 years older than me


    BANGTAN SEONYANDAN 5 hours ago +1

    Well I hate my cousins HAHA I will Never love THEM SJKSSKJS

  • PeePee FruitLoops
    PeePee FruitLoops 6 hours ago

    Her cousin looks a lot like Tommy is from Friday The Thirteenth

  • Ena Šepović
    Ena Šepović 8 hours ago

    2:37 I have to look perfect for him
    2:40 wears same thing🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

  • DiverseUnbox
    DiverseUnbox 10 hours ago

    *S W E E T H O M E A L A B A M A*

  • Jason Playz
    Jason Playz 12 hours ago +1

    *Sweet Home Alabama.*

  • Isaac Simpson
    Isaac Simpson 13 hours ago

    Your 14 he's 30 it's illegal for him to date you, he's your cousin, he's engaged. Everything about this situation is wrong in every way

  • T H
    T H 14 hours ago

    Sweet home alabama

  • Chloe Hohnholt
    Chloe Hohnholt 20 hours ago +1

    me: sees title
    also me: and i oop-

  • Abi Willock
    Abi Willock 23 hours ago


  • KgmOfficialVevo
    KgmOfficialVevo 23 hours ago

    Alabama 100000000000

  • AGO271 JAP
    AGO271 JAP Day ago


  • Serena S.
    Serena S. Day ago

    Try and see other guys, see how they make you feel. Sometimes love can be so strong for only a short time period before it burns out

  • Hey Girls!!!
    Hey Girls!!! Day ago

    Don’t worry girl I am too

  • Kimberly Mcgrory

    r u from Alabama

  • RangoAnimations
    RangoAnimations Day ago


  • Sneha N
    Sneha N Day ago +1

    you're still 14 concentrate on studies dear it's just infatuation this happens at this age

  • Aby Mera
    Aby Mera Day ago

    I used to date my caousin and i still have feelings for him

  • a random guy on the internet

    Alabama 100

  • Amanda Cawthorn
    Amanda Cawthorn Day ago

    delusional, just delusional.

  • Noor Aldrawy
    Noor Aldrawy Day ago

    The same happened to me except that the age gap was only 7 years, and he was into me for a while but when I got to college things started to change. I miss him sometimes, but I don't think I will be able to be with him.

  • Chelsey Unknown
    Chelsey Unknown Day ago

    Ya Nasty

  • Lara AL-OBAIDI
    Lara AL-OBAIDI Day ago

    Sweet home albamamaaaaaaaa

  • Pagjar 001
    Pagjar 001 Day ago

    Sweet home Alabama 😂😂😂😂😂

  • Rivianna Jusino-carty

    And a ohh

    PINK_KIRBY_MATT 3 Day ago +1


  • omar TB
    omar TB Day ago

    Yah me to I love my cousin but life sucks

  • Crazie Pablo
    Crazie Pablo Day ago +1


  • Sandra Ortega
    Sandra Ortega Day ago

    1:he’s 16years older than you
    2:he’s engaged
    3:he’s you COUSIN

  • The story of Music
    The story of Music Day ago +1

    It is not a big Deal I’m in love with my cousin too and also in my country we used to marry them 😂😂 if we want to !

  • sanders is a qt
    sanders is a qt 2 days ago

    Her:he is like my step cousin
    Me:thats good
    her: hes 16 years older than me
    Me:you finna die baby

  • Krystallovesroblox 2006

    Everytime she says marry I keep hearing it as bury..

  • Krystallovesroblox 2006

    I am In love with my cousin .
    *FBI OPEN UP!!*

  • xplr
    xplr 2 days ago

    omg this was months ago, and it’s still recent
    hope ur craziness ends

  • Isabella66
    Isabella66 2 days ago +1

    He’s way too old for you and he’s getting marry go find a boy your own age

  • Lunala Moon
    Lunala Moon 2 days ago

    *ALABAMA has joined the chat*

  • Kitty Cat
    Kitty Cat 2 days ago +1

    You should see if he love you back and if not that okay be happy for him.☺
    Also check to she if his bride really love him and not for some other reason. 🤔☺
    Wish you the best of luck. 😊

  • Fangirl_ babe
    Fangirl_ babe 2 days ago

    Sis you f**ked up

  • Gisele.lflew
    Gisele.lflew 2 days ago

    Alabama check💀

  • Elizabeth Salazar-Maceda

    Me: *i like my 12(almost 13)cousin*
    My best friend: *the Alabama couple*
    Me: “SHUT UP!”

    • kay bai
      kay bai 17 hours ago

      Elizabeth Salazar-Maceda I’m from Alabama lmao

  • ButterMyToast
    ButterMyToast 2 days ago

    I mean he didn't like you he had a girlfriend (WIFE) HoW ShoUlD I MinIPUlatE JeFf iN tO LiKing Me.

  • adriana
    adriana 2 days ago

    what in XXXTARNATION

  • Layal Rifai
    Layal Rifai 2 days ago

    For us Arabs this is completely normal lmfao

  • Benjamin Balla
    Benjamin Balla 2 days ago

    What if shes getting married to her?

  • LuigiMakerDeluxe
    LuigiMakerDeluxe 2 days ago

    Wtf is this channel ?

  • christine fitz
    christine fitz 3 days ago +1

    somebody has a problemo

  • Armynator Forever
    Armynator Forever 3 days ago +1

    Girl get over it he is 16 years older then you🙄

  • nbababy_ 420
    nbababy_ 420 3 days ago +2

    deadass... this lul girl is kinda creepy asf

  • Josefa Park
    Josefa Park 3 days ago

    Her:I even got money to buy new clothes, I needed to look perfect for him.

    Also her: *wears exactly the same dress*

  • It’s Sophia
    It’s Sophia 3 days ago +1


  • Aisyah Nassim
    Aisyah Nassim 3 days ago

    shes 14 and hes 30

    most people : *ewww*
    some people : *sweet home alabama*

    me : *does this mean i can get married to cole sprouse?* hes 27

    this is a joke im not actually getting married to cole sprouse i mean i wish

  • Peyton Morris
    Peyton Morris 3 days ago +1

    Here: he is 16 teen years older
    Me: hold the phone
    Me:ur saying he 34

  • Anaiya Moore
    Anaiya Moore 3 days ago

    Me too

  • Gabriela Jones
    Gabriela Jones 3 days ago +1

    What should you do? NOTHING! You’re 1/2 his AGE

  • Odelette Blue
    Odelette Blue 3 days ago

    My 1st love was like 16 years older than me and I was around your age,so I can relate lol

  • Daniel Choi
    Daniel Choi 3 days ago

    Alabama 100

  • Ari Green
    Ari Green 3 days ago

    Imagine your whole family thinking that you like your cousin and you don’tAnd then they always tease you about it😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣

    RYKER CUMMINGS 4 days ago

    Me to

  • Ale Dominguez
    Ale Dominguez 4 days ago


  • Rue Cassie
    Rue Cassie 4 days ago

    Why are you asking everyone what should you do? You’re 14. A child. He’s 30. A grown ass adult and getting married. Get over it you have so much life ahead of you.

  • lily rose
    lily rose 4 days ago +1

    *Alabama has entered the chat*

  • Oh yeah yeah
    Oh yeah yeah 4 days ago

    Classic Alabama people man you just gotta love em'

  • Jeon부인
    Jeon부인 4 days ago

    Well I also liked my cousin and he was just 6 months older than me, BUT now I’m not anymore because I found my love (my profile pic)😂💗

    • Sumaima Syeda
      Sumaima Syeda 2 days ago

      Jeon부인 same here...it’s not like had crushes anyways 😂

    • Jeon부인
      Jeon부인 2 days ago +1

      Sumaima Syeda ikr😂 like now I don’t even have a crush anymore no one seems to be perfect for me anymore😂

    • Sumaima Syeda
      Sumaima Syeda 2 days ago

      Jeon부인 oh i understand after bts you can’t like anyone 😂